-Luna-'s reply history at Help.com

[quote missedtea]You should be more brave. You actually know your problem. I think you should at least try to let your inside self out. There must be someone trustful. Everyone has down time, and the difference lies on the way you deal with. I am a very sensitive person,sometimes I also think my friends don’t care about me enough,and it really hurts. However, when I’m in trouble, the one who I can talk to are still them. There are a lot of people love you but maybe you don’t know. Here everyone help you is who cares about you. Everything’s gonna be OK![/quote]
omg you are my inner voice or something? this is how i feel, really. I always say to myself “there must be someone for you” and then I feel tired and close my mouth.
:(

[quote Haro][quote Julian_Luna][quote Haro]So you want to keep that glass or the barrier between you and other people? May I ask why?[/quote]I feel vulnerable and a bit like I dont want to say things about myself; and I am anti-social -MAYBE- because in friend relations a point comes that you start knowing eachother; and I am really really emparassed to say things about me. Well some of those are bad. :)[/quote]I think I’m anti-social. It takes me a really long time before I become close to someone. So I definitely understand. Sometimes it just gets lonely…So.. it’s probably better to take the barrier down for someone that you can trust, and someone that trust you. It’s just so lonely… when you’re all alone when you need someone.. but you’re not close enough to anyone to ask for their help..[/quote]

Yup. I am not close enough to anyone to ask for help is the best thing that can describe that barrier.

I can trust somebody in here but not out here… and I am really trying to do something about it; and it feels nice talking to all of you people, made me feel that I am not alone :)

[quote missedtea]Everyone feel lonely, so do I. There’s a saying: We should be ashamed of those who cannot enjoy loneliness…[/quote]

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[quote Haro]So you want to keep that glass or the barrier between you and other people? May I ask why?[/quote]

I feel vulnerable and a bit like I dont want to say things about myself; and I am anti-social -MAYBE- because in friend relations a point comes that you start knowing eachother; and I am really really emparassed to say things about me. Well some of those are bad. :)

and Love

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[quote Haro]I’m sorry you feel that way Julian_Luna.But like Karouri said, if you don’t want to be an anti-social, you just have to stop being anti-social. Start talking to more people. You’ll be surprise how friendly some people are…[/quote]

Yes I ve noticed but I am afraid to unfold myself to them. I dont feel like sharing important stuff with them. Though I hang around with them and share drinks and convos, I cant start learning to new people again from the start all over again. I am social by force; I try and go out, talk, drink, go to movies. But I still feel so alone. like there is a glass in front of me, which I dont want to take away deep inside..

[quote natali]well its hard to feel warm with the weather… haha.[/quote]

haha I bet! It is cold indeed… but hey… its Christmas :)

Yes it starts in the teenage; but if you have read the symptoms and you believe that you are bipolar (dont forget that when we are teenagers we merge the DISORDER with the naturality of melancholy etc), you should check on with a specialist and tell them what you feel about it. Not therapy etc, just a convo with someone who would give you some light there.

[quote karouri]”I used the web someday long ago for gaming and leisure, now its my alter-ego I am trying to talk to lots of ppl while in my real life I am sad and anti-social, I cant recognise me”I tend to fall into those tough times too, and I know you won’t want to, but trust me I did this. The best thing for you is to get outside and force yourself to try and be social. I found I was in a much better mood and a lot happier outside than I was inside chatting online, I still have those down times but once I go see a friend face to face I feel a lot better. As for your friends who betray you, I don’t know if you’re being paranoid or if they all actually betray you, but maybe you need to find a better group of friends. There are still trustworthy people out there, you just need time to find some.[/quote]

omg I do… I do trying I am getting out, acting the good guy and social butterfly…
I also like it when i am going out but I just prefer my keyboard… If I pull out help.com, nobody could ever listen to me, they seem distracted and change talks or take it too personally … Well lol I sometimes act like paranoid but I peeked some internet convos and huge lies were ahead. I dont believe in trustworthness anymore. I stop to have ppl around me, I dont know really.

[quote natali]awww, whats the matter?[/quote]

The world :( Just to talk… For any matters… To feel a bit warm maybe :(

When I was a kid I loved playing with wooden games and playing soccer in the alley lol

Awesome times wasnt they…

I ve been a self injurer all these years

I know I ve never been good @ school

Or social-addict

I feel diffirent, I feel like nobody can love me anymore :(

Littlenick, is everything, my parents, my gf, myself mostly, society and liars; I feel so many things; ppl betrayed me in the past for nothing now I feel ppl I care for and they somehow seem to care about me too to betray me behind my back; then they come like “Hey you my best friend, my best bud, I tell you everything” and 2 hours later they act like J*rks and I dont know how to stand it

I really feel the last person on earth;

I used the web someday long ago for gaming and leisure, now its my alter-ego I am trying to talk to lots of ppl while in my real life I am sad and anti-social, I cant recognise me

And in behalf of all those, I self-injured AGAIN after long time ago, I am thinking about death all the time or to take pills and get to sleep, but I aint have the g*ts to commit it; there is something inside me keeping me but I dont want my memories anymore I wish I could fly away from all these oh god I dont know anything anymore

Words are very complicated dunno

I feel betrayed, the last person on earth

Yet I find hapiness (or indiffirence) by doing things

My life sucks dont know what to do anymore :(

Thank You for replying.. all of you..

Rape.

Hunger.

Death?

“gothic pop”?

Jeesh there is no POP in goth scene…

Lamers