Morally Ambiguous JD's shout trail with okei! - Help.com

i am re-learning to love myself (for the nth time) cause nobody will. =)

thanks joshy!

Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.
Michael Masser and Linda Creed.

now that realization sets in, i think i am just too tired to feel the way you describe it to be.(on love)

would it be alright if i love myself first? just enjoy whatever it is that might be given to me. and yes, i think my frustration in love (if ever i am in love) made be drink those beers!

i am tired to think nor feel to much about it. i won’t plan anymore joshy. i won’t expect either. i just let it be. i will guard my thoughts, emotions and soul.

and i can tell yuo for a fact it can drive you to distraction, the longer you go without saying it the more it fils your head. The more you think of that person and the more it hurts, it keeps you awake at night, it makes you feel distant.

It makes you feel like your going mad.
Untill you tell that person, It doesnt stop for a second. Maybe it can drive you to drink more to try and clear your head?

thanks. but i think i already figured it out, somehow. love is more than lust, more than obsession, more than infatuation. that is one thing for sure. and i think it takes time to develop. time is essential.

I couldnt honestly sit here and tell you how love might make you feel, but for me when I love someone I care about them more than myself, I wan to put them first, to be there when they need me most. I want to see them smile and be happy.

I think love is the feeling you get deep in the pit of your stomach when you think of someone, it unsettles you and when you talk to them it changes and you just feel calm and assured and happy.

u always know my post huh, ive become easy read

i am busy w/ u. jk. fine, tnx. go on. focus on ur studies. u tc =)

:D hey, I’m busy with college work. How are you?

*weeps* lol

hi woshy *winks*

I know.. :P the spaces all got deleted when i sent it. meh

it looked like an L though

It was supposed to look like a big smilie face but it didnt work out…

aw. u should complete it w/ an O, V, E
=)

*sigh*

:D :D

:D :D
:D :D
:D :D
:D:D:D:D:D

that’s all?!

:D

hey poshy! care to smile for me =)

hi loverboy! if you have any questions why not ask me straight. i’ll try my best to answer it. except the medical field.

what?

and what the hell ive done again?

me im sleeeeeeeeeeepy
wine & beer to be merry * happpy

arent u lonely hadnsome?

im an actress honey mwah

im an actress honey mwah

im an actress honey mwah

You can’t hide that crush Okei…

hahah. make it 499 my love

Is it?

If i died 500 woman would kill themselves.

IS DAT SO? HOW SAD

yeah I’m still alive :)

u alive my love

lol think what you want to think. feel what you want to feel =) this is a democratic world after all *wink*

but somebody might just be awfully jealous. hmn =)

well Okei you pick on me a lot and you seem to talk about me a lot too. Sooo i dunno either lol.

*blushes, w/ eyes batting*

do i?! i d0nt kn0w about that honey l0ol

No, you got a slap on the wrist.

And today I remembered when you used to tell me you liked my pic on the ning sites, I was a bit slow to pick up on it recently but I think you have a wee crush on me :P

lol the last time i was severely punished cutie.

I don’t have that jurisdiction outside of the UK.

will u not reprimand me handsome?!

Okie your welcome to say what you like, when you like. i tend not to hold grudges. :)

do i need to answer your shout or am i just a plain intruder here?! lol

hehe are you trying to get back at me somehow with that last post Okei? Bit elaborate lol.

lol

Mistaken identity.. lol, you could have went along with it ^^

oh. ok. thnx.
but in fact, i dont.

when you made that post about taking the piss out of me you know about someone being in love with me, It came up a few times in your shouts when i was doing some research into the people that had invited me to that fake post.

If you didnt then its just a glitchy memory and you can forget it i suppose.

i studied law, where did u get that?

Oh and Okei that is a genuine pic of me. Thanks for being so nice ^^

good to know. dont take me seriously, i could be a troll at times.

better that way, than crying in my room lol

take care!