~Grace~'s shout trail with PollyinLove - Help.com

I miss you grace!!!

*major hugs and smiles*

Come back to chat dearie xxxxxxxxxxx

Gracey :)
How are you babe??!?! We haven’t had a proper long talk in god knows how long :(
So someday soon we are going to talk on MSN….:D
I love you xxxxx

Polly ♥

It’s not being insensitive at all. I just thought perhaps it’d be a little more understandable that it seemingly wasn’t. Lol.

I lost him 5 years ago yesterday in an accident. only a few months after my daughter passed away. So the date sort of makes it all come back and hard to deal with.

Well, perhaps when you feel a little better you can read, but don’t force yourself to if it’s just going to upset you. I’d feel so bad it it caused you to be affected by it.

Thanks :D

Not meanign to be insensitive…But anniversay for what..? Sorry I’m not sure…

Glad your okay…Shout me if you need a hug :)

I will read it..I can…I just don’t know why I can’t…It’s weird…
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You should, you’d be an excellent writer. :)

It was my son’s 5th anniversary yesterday. So it all just came and hit me like a ton of bricks when the day was almost over. But I’m ok now.

If you can’t read it, it’s ok. I wouldn’t want you getting upset over it. I just thought the ending message might have helped people a little bit.

I am not sure…i think it could have something in it that brings back a memory or something…It’s just every time I try and I have tried over 5 times I start to well up and I just can’t continue reading it…Aww…Want to talk about it?

I would love to be an author of some kind…I do think I am good enough to do it so i am going to try….
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One of those “I’m not happy like that” types of sadness? Yeah, I know that feeling. I usually only write poery when I’m upset. Yesterday was just a bad date for me, so I was inspired to write.

I love your writing though, seriously. You should try and make a living out of it somehow.

Oh okayz… :) Yay! I still haven’t gotten round to reading that songifc of yours…i will though…It always seems to upset me for some reason…My poems are usually a little depressing…I only recently began writing songs…And I really have Sai to thank for that… :D

Sure do. Not so much songs though, mostly poetry and fictions. I wrote a new poem last night in a post. It’s a little depressing though. Lol. My usual type of poetry.

Thank you :) I love sharing songs and poetry :D Do you write?? xx

Oh my God, Polly. You have a darn gift. Seriously. I love it.

By Pollyanna

An Illegal Murmer

An illegal murmer,
Waving over the once silent room,
People are restless with no reason,
I am forced listen,
My escape is forbidden,
So I continue this pain.

Restless minds and restless bodies,
Expected to obey,
They move frequently,
Cannot sit still,
I have to watch,
In uncomfortable hate.

Living an endless repeat,
They swim in the same enclosed ocean,
Seeing careless faces,
In the same slack enviroment,
Poor things,
I feel for the goldfish in the tank.

The noise grows as the clock ticks,
People continue to disrupt,
The fish keep swimming,
I keep writing,
For what else am I to do,
A last attempt to save my soul.