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-huggles- Hope youre going to be ok!
And it is.. lol, I believe this is my worse year ever. But just maybe today Im going to fall into depression again, I am not even dreaming about being happy xD Its ok as long as Im normal.

Ah, just a whole bunch of drama really. It’s been like that for a few weeks, but I had a few panic attacks that just didn’t settle well. Thank goodness I seem to be ok tonight. It’s the last thing I need for the end of the month.

I know what you mean about terrible weeks though. It seems to be a rotten year for a lot of people I’ve noticed.

lol… I was having a terrible week, but Im trying to somehow see the happy side of everything. Isnt working so far, but Ill keep trying. Why wasnt your week too good?

Meh, could be better. Not having a very good week. How are you, though?

So, how are you feeling on this beautiful Sunday?

True true, but I sometimes think I actually love it too :S

No, I think she’ll be ok. Disappointed maybe, but she’ll get over it. Lol. I still might be able to squeeze in a few hours, it’s still 4:30am.

I suffer from a lot of things, panic attacks is just one of them. But yep, depression seems to love me too. I just wish it would realize the feeling isn’t returned. They’re like that stalker boyfriend who never goes away and sneaks up on you in the shadows.

Heh. kind of reminds of someone who does that…

That suck hun :( Im sorry you didnt see it… Maybe some other time? Im a bit better I guess, getting out of depression, though things are still annoying me A LOT. And panick attacks… nope, I dont have those, depression is my best friend… I dont like going to hospitals though, I hope the person isnt too sad!

Horrible I’m afraid. Ironically, the show in my city just closed yesterday, and I was supposed to go. Had the tickets, bought a whole new special outfit and everything. I suffer from panic attacks and they flare up if I have lack of sleep, well needless to say, I didn’t sleep, and I had to cancel. :(

That, and other life’s dramas. I also am supposed to be seeing someone in hospital this morning, but once again, haven’t slept. Lol. It’s getting ridiculous.

How are you though?

How has my phantom fan friend been doing?

I’m hoping that someday soon though, they’ll do a last tour with MC coming back, I don’t have that much against Gerard, it’s just not something I could get into when seeing MC as the role for so long.

It’s like watching Sabrina The Teenage Witch with Lindsay Lohan. Heh.

I just hope ALW comes to his senses soon and let’s the younger generation who missed out the first time, get to capture the original. If only they’d release it on DVD, I’d even be ok with that.

No, I havent seen the original :/ Id love to though… I like Gerards voice, though it wasnt fair for MC.

I’m a little bias though, I like the MC version. Heh. I’m a big fan of his work, and have been since I was a little girl.

From what I hear, the stage version isn’t available on DVD yet, and the parts of the original play I could find on Youtube, are in video-camera quality, and I can’t see a darn thing of what’s going on, nor hear it. :( I do have some of the soundtrack to it though.

I’m a little annoyed about the movie, I think Gerard Butler is very talented, but MC was promised the role for over a decade, so I’ve sort of made it a personal choice to skip on it.

Did you see the original at the theatre? I am so jealous if you have. Heh.

-nodnod- Im a big fan ^^ I love almost everything about the play! Ive seen it in the thetre and then fell in love with it. And Ive seen the film later. You can watch some parts on youtube!

:-O You’re a Phantom fan?? Ohmygosh! They’re so rare to find these days.

Actually, I have to be frank and blunt, I’ve never seen it. :( I mainly put that avatar there because of it’s Michael Crawford as the Phantom. I never got to see it when it came to Australia in the early 90’s. Apparently it would have been “too scary” for me. Heh. I’m trying to get my hands on the DVD though.

Sorry, I’m rambling. This is so cool. :D

I was just watching my favorite scenes from The Phantom of the Opera and I saw your avatar :D