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You are right. Thank you!

Yes, I do know that. God is all that is getting me through. I need to concentrate more on him, than myself, I think. :) Thanks!
Jamie

I have 3 kids, and some friends, but only one friend I could really count on. But, he says he is in love with me and I don’t feel the same. He has a totally different life style than me. Don’t get me wrong, my kids are there for me, but they have their own lives and issues and I don’t want to add more to their plates. If it gets to a point where I actually break, they would be there for me, but I need someone who understands, and I guess someone who can help me make the decisions I have to make. I get confused and forgetful. I feel like there is so much, that I don’t know where to start. I have written things down anf tried to follow through, but then something falls through. I get confused and it doesn’t work. Don’t know what to do. Dr’s won’t help me unless I am suicidal, which I am not. I am a christian and do not believe in that. I guess I am not, “letting go- let God”. I do try. I get this way just out of the blue. Especially when I get so lonely. I think I need someone who loves me and I can trust. No one really ubderstands how this feels. My job consists of concentrating and making decisions…lol…the exact things I am having trouble with.