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thank you Mas1st

There is an illness call, “Bipolar”. Bieng Bipolar comes in degrees but it really have to be taken care of with medication. As Joey said, We are supporting you and get that crisis line:)

Many Parents and people surely don’t realize that you may have a physical illness that may be causing you to feel depressed, hurt, angry and want to hurt yourself. They say many cutters, for some reason, feel better when they cut their selves because they hurt emotionally so much that they do not know what else to do. This may take medication and therapy to help you to get right. The Person or persons above that state, “Just stop it and don’t go near the Kitchen”, have no compassion and understanding as to what is going on with you or anyone else. Please don’t listen to people that spit out garbage. Tell your parents that you feel you really need medical help. I they don’t seem to listen,( as some parents don’t want to face this) You can search for help yourself. FIRST: try calling a Crises Line first and they can help you where to go and they don’t see you or know who you are. When you are feeling better, look in the front of a phone book the number should be there. Good luck and I will pray for you.

I just want to let you know that your husband not being supportive is just one of the trials you will go through when you start school again, but you know? NEVER SURRENDER! I am 54 and I have gone back to school. Sure it is not easy but you will be so proud of yourself when you graduate. Your husband my not be there and then what. You will wish you have followed through with school because in order to support your self now days you need an Associates degree. A high School diploma is not enough for good pay.

My husband died 2 years ago and I wish I had done this sooner. Now I am struggling to make ends meet. But I might end up in the street, but I will fight to finish education. You can do this. YOU can do this! Then…..Your hubby will be next to go to school:)

I thank all of you for your advice. All of it was sincerely helpful. Thank hope704

I got permanent marker on some white shirts by accident once and I used,
“Baking Soda”. Voila, it was gone. I use it to clean the stove,refrigerator and yes get ink and permanent ink off leather. I did have a Home Day Care…hehehe. That is probably why the toothpaste works…it has baking soda in it.:)