Yeah, I’d like to try doing joining Big Brother program, and I’d join the Peace Corps, but that requires a degree. You’re right about the Army. It’s just the desire to cop out and have all my thinking done for me. Plus, being feels good; like being a cop, you feel above ‘civilians’. You’re always busy, and even when things are the most tough, you look left & right, and there are your comrades going through the exact same thing you are. The problem was, I’m not a killer, so I didn’t fit it. And I needed friends, to de-stress with. I liked being a soldier, but Infantry wasn’t right for me.
I like The Cranberries. Haven’t listened to the other two. And yeah, I definably have some non-conventional outlooks, but that’s not necessarily a good thing. So, do you know what your problem is? That’s the first step, they say. But for me, its not simple. To fix my life, I gotta start from the ground up, and I don’t know if I have the energy for that.
Hmm, most of my thoughts are pretty dark, I should warn you. Sometimes I come on here less because I want help, but because I want to affirm how horrible life is. It feels good for whatever reason, like listening to sad music (favorite band is Radiohead, how about you?). Anything on your mind?
The kind of person who wants supportive conversations? Yeah, not really. I dislike being the center of attention, and don’t take compliments or advice well. But everyone needs support, and everyone needs friends. Same goes for you, if you wanna talk. :)
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