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• Happy birthday to me, myself and moi. posted (1 year, 9 months) ago
  Today’s my birthday, and I’m blue. Today of all days, it has to start off like this. I …

• Just switched to Beta Blogger, and can’t load onto the Dashboard… posted (1 year, 9 months) ago
  sorry, quite a technical Q. But it’s really frustrating when I’m all excited switching …

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• Wanting to die…again!
  

  hey, I’m back after a while. I was really, really down. Almost thought I would die from all the sadness and pain. I can’t read all of louise_bretherto’s reply for now, only what little I saw in my email update. But what she wrote at the beginning really hits me too. I get it gal, I really get it. When I feel that way, it’s like I’m the loneliest person in the world and I’m all by myself. Because it sure feels that that bad at that moment, and it’s so hard to see so otherwise. But listen to LonBola - because I do believe in karma, if not necessarily god, and you have gotta try to help yourself first to get it going. If you give up on yourself, what more others? You can’t live your life depending on others, hoping that they will come and ’save you’ from this misery. Because gal, I’m there, and really, no one’s come knocking at my door without initiation, and that will never happen if I don’t go knocking for people first.
  
  And beachchic’s right too. The only thing keeping me from dying is the fact that I do still want to hope so much that whatever’s next in my life will be better and something to live for. And if I die, then there’s sure NOTHING more that’ll happen, right?
  
  But do get help. Talk and talk to people around you, to therapists, to hospital staff, whatever. Not all humans are kind enough to help us, but eventually, you’ll meet someone who will. Because that is my hope for myself as well. Bless us all.
  - written 1 year, 8 months ago

• Happy birthday to me, myself and moi.
  

  haha, I thought you’re unemployed?
  
  Yeah, you need some $$$ before the world starts turning around for you. To a certain extent anyway.
  
  Ha, I can apply for a job in Japan in 3 years time if I’m lucky. Now, you need some serious dough to live there.
  - written 1 year, 9 months ago

• What’s the meaning of YOUR life?
  

  huh? Yeah, of coz Qzzz… hmmm, maybe my post wasn’t very clear. Sorry, I’m kinda half-asleep already :)
  
  YEah, I say just fill it all the way up with water! I like it brimming with hope.
  - written 1 year, 9 months ago

• how do you tell the guy u love….that you love him?
  

  Tell him directly that you love him (after a bit of ‘warming up’ on how you feel, etc).
  
  Don’t live with regrets, ok?
  - written 1 year, 9 months ago

• Happy birthday to me, myself and moi.
  

  yeah, you’ve mentioned it in other posts. It’s like another world to me… Europe.. plan to travel it all over after the next 3 yrs. You should come Asia and backpack too. Even I have barely covered it.
  - written 1 year, 9 months ago

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