Animal i have become's shout trail with angel♥ - Help.com

hey hows it going

hey umm, i can talk now if you want to.

hey when u can talk id like to

hey

oh.. okay. byee

i think i might go im gonna pass out soon ill talk to you latter

awwh im sorry :( thats no good.
well you should really try and cut back cause thats not good for you at all… like i know they calm you down, but idk

im feelin like shit alot more often now but im feelin good kinda but i feel like im gonna throw up i smoked like 5 cigerets and a cigar

yeah…. im trying hard not to but im not sure how long i can keep this up for….

but whats wrong?

please dont cutt!!!!

umm basically right now its cause me and my bf broke up… and i still love him.. and it hurts. and then hes the one who got me to stop cutting and im scared im gonna start again cause i keep getting these huge cravings to

whats happening? y do u feel like shit?

like total shit.
but w.e lol

so how are you feeling?

ill try

yeah…just be careful ok? especially with the tobacco…

ya idk seems like im lighting up more and more and idk seems like i dont give a fuck what it is

oh well im glad youve stopped the drinking… but smokings not much better!

idk iv almost gone 2 months without a drink and they realy seem to help me stay calm

awwh ok… well im not gonna lecture you, but you really should try and stop! i worry about you and smokings not the best thing to get into

cigars and weed

wow sorry i havnt been on in a while… but really?? like cigarettes or weeed?

i started smokeing

hey what happened the other day? you stopped texting me… everything ok?

ya

idk. sorry.

did you mean hows it going with the bf situation? or all together? haha

what do you mean

meh idk…

how are you?

hows it going?

btw im just confused cause my bf is being a dick and i dont know if we’re together or not anymore. lol

oh ya? what are you doing for work?

iv been working alot

thats good.

been better, but im hanging in there….

what have you been up to lately??

im ok i guess how r u feeling?

hey! havnt talked to you in ages. sorry, i havnt been on here much.. how are you doing??

o tht sucks r u ok

welll i was gonna maybe go visit my bf (its a 7 hour drive) buuut he just broke up with me so apparently not. lol

where?

yeah me neither… well i might be but i kinda doubt it..

no

oh okay cool (:

you doing anything over the summer? like going anywhere?

oh okay cool (:

you doing anything over the summer? like going anywhere?

ya im on summer break

sorry. summer holidays lol

summer hols?

good (:

are you on summer hols yet?

ya

promise?

ill survive

okay…

do you think you’re gonna be okay hun? im still worried about you!