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ty..
so how have you been?

Yikes!!! You just need a break anyway.
I understand that, it has to be toutoure.
I am sending you mega love :D

thank you… and thank you again.. :)
i really shouldnt be on now actually.. lol.. should be resting… can barely move.. dr’s want to re do my neck surgery.. ugh.. last years neck surgery failed and the pain is taking over my neck, upper back and both arms.. pain meds arent working at all.. :( and im so tired of just laying around.. just trying to function a little bit..

Welcome back :D

Sorry babe but it seems no one is online from admin. I left sans a note :)

thanks a bunch

I have been only on for moments at a time, I will see if any admin is on be back with ya in a moment

hey, i just signed back up for luminosity, do you know anyone that can approve me?

Hmmmmmm, Shie is missing, where shall I look?
Shie is not here or there shie is not anywhere!
Shie must be on a vacation I bet somewhere.
Send us a postcard please.
I hope you are ok

send me an email i will reply with my messenger id, it is different :)

be sure to email me… but when you do… put in subject line who you are and where from… so i dont spam you…. because if i dont know you before i add you to my address book.. i might spam ya.. dont want to do that… ttyl.. night.. :)

awesome!! do you have msn messenger? yahoo messenger works on msn messenger as well… my contact name on their is my email… lil_bit_shie @ hotmail . com
yeah.. too lazy to go and open it so i just posted it here.. lol… figure if anyone wants it.. let em’… ill just spam em’.. lmfao…
just take out the spaces is all other wise, i couldnt put it here.. lol
as for my day.. ugh.. im so friggin tired… got about 5 hours sleep in the last 2 days.. so im off to take my medications and going to bed early.. as i have so many dr appts tomorrow and friday.. ugh.. 5 of them total in 2 days time… lol.. can we say, pin cushion??? i swear.. i have a huge circle in my arm where they always take blood , i am always afraid they are always going to think i do drugs or something.. lmfao…
friday i have the most due to all the preps for surgery for next thursday..
but yeah.. i really had fun today… and would love just to have fun chatting … as all i do is sit home all day.. either cleaning the house, sleeping or at the drs.. ugh.. what a life.. lmfao..
so add me… but be warned.. if you email me.. YOU WILL.. i repeat.. YOU WILL receive stupid, silly emails and possible chain letters because all though i dont believe in them… who knows they might come true one day… lmfao..
talk to you tomorrow some time.. nighty night… love shie..

Hey you, I have opened my email to you, please email me anytime you need a friend. You are a hoot. I hope your day went well
Love ya
:)

ty.. :)

Ohhhhhh good, the makeup can be good if ya know what I mean ;)
Glad you feel better.

yes.. we talked.. and things got straightened out… understanding is out and its over.. thankgod.. i am feeling a lot better now..

Sweeeeetttt, good for you LOL
The first fight sucks, always over emotional.
Made him eat it got love it, I remember one of those fights priceless!!!
Hope things have calmed down a bit :)

hehehehehehehe… woot woot…
yeah, rog and i got into our first big fight .. in 2 years.. wow.. it was horrible.. i made a post on it… just glad its over and done… cried my lil heart out… dinner ended up in the sink… lol.. washed that shit off and made him eat it… lmfao.. fuck that.. i cooked it.. lol… he was eating it.. lol..

Hmmmm well if you are glad then I am too!
I worked all weekend :( I am glad it is over too. :)

long weekend… glad its finally OVER!!!
how was yours?

Hi Shie, miss ya, haven’t chatted in a while. Hope you had a nice weekend :)

yeah, im ok.. still living, guess that is a good sign.. lol… joking of course..

no worries, hope all is well with you :)

ummm, yeah.. thep and i dont get along (very long story), but thanks for the invite…. just wanted to let you know so when you didnt see my reply you knew why… hugs

yes, i came home about noon… sat up with roger until he went to work at 4 and took a darvoset to relax me and off i went to bed… i dont even remember feeling myself slip into that sleep… which i usually feel… and i slept for about 4 hours… im still tired and wore out but feel a bit better now..

thank you for the merry christmas picture.. wow, wish i was in the caribbean… snow snow snow is all we have here… ugh.. i soooo hate snow… lol..

I am wishing you the best, you are in my prayers, love from the Caribbean

Ahhhhhh no sleep sucks, but try when you get back home, being rested helps put things in perspective

i got absolutely no sleep at all.. none, zero.. sat up on the computer writing, playing games… trying to keep my mind occupied. my eyes are swollen just about half shut, my head is pounding and my body is literally having spasms and twitching..
i am however feeling better… after my little break down… as i usually do when i have them… im up now because i have to go to my stupid ‘retard’ class… when i come home however, i plan on taking a couple of my darvoset and knocking myself out for a few hours…

Hope you got some sleep last night, and feel a bit better today.

well glad you have a day off… good for you.. enjoy that wine
~raise my shot glass back at ya~
cheers, to family…

well enjoy the drink tonight, I am having a glass of wine, 12 hour work day and I am off tomorrow. I think it is fair to have had a breakdown, the whole situation sucks, the holidays can suck, beleive me I know
I will raise my glass to you tonight. Try to get some rest.

thank you.. it will be 5 years in january.. made a post earlier when i found some recent pictures of my daughter keisha.. so sad.. i didnt even recognize her…
i feel like scum.. a mother who doesnt even know what her own child looks like.. how friggin sad..

by the way.. im drinking tonight… i dont drink much.. but i had a little break down earlier… and i just dont feel like dealing today… birthdays, christmas.. ugh.. i hate this time of year.. totally sucks.

OMG, your story is incrediable! I had no idea, wow! There has to be a plan in the heavens for you, no doubt about it, you are still in my prayers.

sadly, all my children live else where.. www.myspace.com/missing_my_children
im not allowed contact in any form.. and the last time i talked to her.. she thought i never remembered her birthday…

Shie, so your daughter lives with her dad? Far from you?

hahahahahaha… thank you.. lol… yes.. i absolutely love it too… i find myself looking at it every few minutes… it hasnt sunk in yet… lmfao

Haha
I love the ring, Roger is a smart man :)

The network meaning all my friends and family. :)

a network?

More than you know!!!
THERE is a network I work with. Shie lots of folks want you around :)
Love from the VI

awwwwwwwwwwwww… well tell adam thank you. it means a lot to me.. and thank you as well… it really does make me smile to know that i have your prayers and friendship.. many hugs to you both… love shie..

They are all so in charge till they themselves are the paitent. Well my little Adam knows to say a special something at bedtime for Shie. I keep you in my list till you no longer need me. Have a great night :)

awwwwww…. thank you:)

as for me.. ill try to make a long story short..

the pain in my neck is much worse after surgery than it was before surgery. the migraines are worse and i find myself in bed on most days. i now have a pinch in my neck/shoulder area in which my right arm can barely move it hurts so bad… and both my arms are crampy.. other than that, im surviving and dealing..

as for the dr’s appt i went to the other day.. i feel so used by him. i was all important while i needed surgery, i went the other day and he said, well, you dont need any surgeries at this moment so you are good to go. i looked at him in disbelief. i was like… i have a tumor..
he said, oh yeah, thats right and told me he is sending me to someone else.
ugh… yet again, im being passed around.. this will be my 8th neurosurgeon that i will be seeing.. and im pretty sure he will just pass me along as well.. go figure.. i have that appt in december.. other than that.. im doing good.. lol

My son knows you as my sprit friends, when we say prayers at bedtime. :)

Hey
How are you feeling since your last Dr visit?
Any updates to how you will feel better?
I have you on my list at nighttime with my son at bedtime prayers.