I feel honored that you have opened your email to me.
I didn’t notice that until just now. Wow, Dark. I feel I
should hone my communication skills and write you soon -
How have you been lately?
Good gravey, Dark Scorpia -
Everytime I see you, you’re even prettier than the time before. I’m sorry you’ve been having so many men troubles lately, but if it’s any consolation, I’d put all others away if we were together.
Well, back to reality for me - LOL!
(my e-mail is always open to you)
All my best.
I stayed logged in but got distracted with household chores for a few hours. Yes, I have those too! :D
All is moving in a direction for my family as a whole. We’re sort of buckling up and getting ready for a super ride as life picks us up and drops us down again! lols Seriously, we can only do what we can do and the rest…well, some things can’t be controlled or predicted and it’s important to have faith. We have oodles of that!
Still a pen for hire, an event planner and wearing more hats than I know what to do with! :) Life is good, my dear friend.
Oh my! Then I have lots of catching up to do, huh? :D I’ll be busy reading it today! Sheesh! I don’t know why I didn’t check it before now. I assumed (I know..I know! lols) that you would be too busy adapting, adjusting and absorbing it all in to write about it. Silly me!!
I’m looking forward to reading all about it because (yes, honestly!) you have such a way with words, my dear friend. :)
You’re still beautiful! That much I already know. ;)
Sometimes it’s good to fly on ‘auto pilot’. :) You might find a fresh cup of hot tea being poured without any prompting from you at all. Whatever is meant to be shall be. When one door closes, at least one more opens.
You thought he was a Prince. Maybe he is. However, he is behaving like a toad. IF he has a change of heart and decides you are the best thing that has ever happened to him, he will have much work to do. He might not want to work that hard and that will just be another sign that he’s not for you. :) OR, he might be willing to do whatever it takes. Time will tell. I think you are very wise to focus your attention on yourself and your career.
Ahh..those ‘deep down’ feelings. I’m quite familiar with those. :D The ones that tell us that things aren’t quite as we’d like them to be but we don’t want to listen. :) It has been my experience that when I ignore signs along the way, bigger signs come along until I get one so huge that I can’t possibly ignore it anymore - it slaps me upside the head and wakes me up. :) That has taught me to pay attention to the early warnings. :D)
I’ve been as busy as a one-armed paperhanger with hives. Multi-tasking does not come easy to me but I’ve had no choice. Family, careers, interests and personal challenges have been holding me hostage. :) And, of course, the baking!!
I’m opening my email addy to you, my friend. Drop me an email anytime.
I haven’t been around much lately but I have read your posts, my dear friend. I have just a few thoughts to share with you. :)
First of all, that’s a wonderful new avatar! You are simply beautiful! But you already know this. :)
You know, I don’t want to sound mean but I have to be honest with you. Otherwise, what sort of friend would I be? I can’t be sorry that your boyfriend broke up with you. I feel like he did you the greatest favor. IF he can’t love you like you deserve and isn’t together enough to know what he wants, it’s for the best that he move on without you. He is saving you loads of heartache, eh?
I’m thinking that he is quite selfish for doing things the way he did. He was a coward and couldn’t face you. That should be all you need to know, my friend. He puts himself and his comfort above you - that’s not love. :/
Now, the good part of all this (of course there is a good part!) is that you are now free to experience what comes into your life without any ties. This doesn’t mean that you should go on a kissing spree with random gentlemen (:P) BUT….
I do believe in serendipity and synchronicity. Sometimes what we want isn’t what we are meant to have. Yet, nothing else can enter our lives because we’re trying to hold onto what isn’t meant to be…or clinging to the ‘what ifs’ and memories like ‘love sick’ puppies.
Think about it, eh? If you are sitting there with a cup of old cold tea that has lost its flavor or even turned bitter, you can’t possibly have a fresh cup without tossing out the old. NOW you have room for that fresh cup.
I hope you start looking ahead instead of behind, my dear friend. Be grateful that you found out what he’s really like before getting more seriously involved with him. You caught a glimpse of the ‘real deal’ for a reason. :)
The void that you feel in your life now will be filled up when you are ready to move on in all ways. :) I just know that something wonderful is coming your way. You deserve it!