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• I like this girl… and I think she likes me… But we speak different langues.. posted (1 year, 3 months) ago
  At the place I work thers this girl… I really like her alot, but I didn’t know if she fe…

• I like this girl… posted (1 year, 3 months) ago
  and I think she likes me… But we speak different langues.. At the place I work thers this girl… …

• paranoia… its the thing preventing me from posting… about how I want to die… cause no-one should, have to feel the way I do… I posted (1 year, 3 months) ago
  its the thing preventing me from posting… about how I want to die… cause no-one should,…

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• I like this girl…
  

  … Okay a new problem, lol my PC has bad lag… I’m still waitin to read my reply lol but I cansee yours? _
  Lag anyone? >_>
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago

• I like this girl…
  

  Ok… I suck at Art =P I mean truely… But the flowers and a card is a good start.. And I alos understand a few words of polish and shes the same for english…. I am trying to learn polish so I could talk to her more. But I’ll try cards and a flower… but maybe the other way around lol Thanks for your help ^_^
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago

• paranoia… its the thing preventing me from posting…
  

  I guess that main source of my problem right now… too much sugar and caffine…
  I shoulda said that I hadly eat… I’m an addict to coke… coca cola not the other kinda coke…
  And yes, that was more than helpful. you told me a few things that i didnt think about before. which helps alot!
  So thank you very much!
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago

• paranoia… its the thing preventing me from posting…
  

  Well it all started back in school with this girl I liked… no not liked… loved, i feel madly inlove with her the first moment I saw her, I spent years trying to get a reaction from her, and a couple of years I got the reaction I wanted, we spent nearly everyday together, hanging out and talking, and after about 3 weeks or so hanging out I was going to ask her out on a date… But the dayI went to ask her, she had gone out with some friends of hers… the bad kind of friends… they were the bad kids at my school always getting into trouble and what not… so anyway, I was going to as her the next day… only she never cme to school that day, nor did any of the guys she was with the day before… (Bey the way… this next bit is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to write.. and i still dont think i can…) but i found out something happened while tey were out… they guys went out joy riding… and… they crashed the car they was all in… and they were all badly hurt… you get what i mean though right…. i cant phiscly write what happened that day, but ever since then things just kept gettin worse and worse, i ended up leavin school by my own mean… i.e. not going at all…
  
  a few years later… I was just starting to put it behind me and was trying to move on, when my mates GF brought round all her friends, and I meet a girl who reminded of the girl i lost… i felt over joyed like i was given another chance. and i wasnt gona miss this one, so after about 4 days of we getting on great, i asked her out, and she said yes, my life was turnt around we were going great for 6 months, then 1 day while me and my best mate were annoyin one of my other mates, he decided to tell me she wanted to leave me for one of my mates. at first i didnt believe him, but the next day she broke it off with me… and went straight round my mates thankfully he told her he couldnt do that to me. and that was the end of that. and this happened 2 years ago. last year my mate broke up with his gf and i wanted to be there for her, cause she was hurting really bad, soon my mates started saying that we was going out, to her ex, and this wasnt true, then he found someone and i ended up with her being round mine nearly 24/7 which was a nice feeling, my feelings started to grow strongly for her and the last brake up i couldnt bring myself to ask her.. so I waited and hoped shed feel the same way, but in the end she ended up getting back with her ex and i felt… angry and annoyed, but i didn’t know why, a few days later they broke up and she was back round mine again, and then it hit me… she was only round mine because she didnt have anywhere else to go.then the start of this year they got back to gether and everyone was happy. most of the time we stay in my mates house listening to music and having a laugh. then I moved away because of work. my mates phone my up every now and again JUST to tell me that they having a great time, they going out place doing things… and in the back of my mind i felt like they were just waiting for me to go… and things with work been stressing me out alot becuse they phone me to tell me they having fun….
  
  
  Okay thats pretty much the sum of it…
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago

• paranoia… its the thing preventing me from posting…
  

  I thank you for your help so far. I woudln’t mind talking about it here, unless you’d want to else where, I don’t mind… I just really need toget some of this off my cheast. mind you the story is long… it all starts about 5 years ago… if you want to know about it please say so…
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago

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