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Thank you, I hope things are good for you x

*hugs*

Thank you for the Christmas message, I hope you had a good day and are doing well. Stay happy!

Best wishes & merry christmas.. many hugs, you’re always there for my thoughts in your patience and I just need to aknowledge that. *smiles* Be well!

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Two months isnt that long in the grand scheme of things and you have a lot of people on here looking out for you and to keep your head above water when things get hard. You should be so proud of yourself you know! Keep on going and everything will get better at some point. Always here if you need a friend. Hugs from Vyki x

Sweet Vyki, I’m ok, went to the dentist for my check-up, real victory ’cause I went alone - they only found one cavity which they’ll fix in december. So now I can blissfully ignore the word “dentist” for a month *smiles*

Finally read the 300+ notices I had, because I was a bit lost on monday/teusday: I went to see my social worker and now I’m “urgently going to be put on the waitinglist for a full psychological profile” which got me a little confused and down.

It means I stil have no oficial diagnosis they can use, without it I won’t get on a waitinglist for treatment & mental healthcare (so far to me) it’s pretty well known for taking the whole of December as a holiday. So basicly I’m not expecting any kind of treatment this year - after that appointment I walked/stumbled around town for some hours until it was pretty dark/cold & I had lost the idea of time so my back has been hurting a bit more for the past days as a bonus.

In the end all of this means I know I have to survive for another two months, but thankfully I have you & all the other great spirits on Help to keep me going.

Many *hugs* and wishing you an awesome day.

Hi, how are things going with you? I really hope you are feeling better. Vyki x

Have revealed my email to you, if you ever need it i am there and i have msn using the same address. You are a very brave person and stronger than you think. You did well to post that. (and sorry for presuming you were male lol)Look after yourself xx

I’m doing ok thanks, have finally forced myself into some counselling. Sounds like you are finding your feet then :) You should be really proud of youself!

You asked a while back, finally an answer! Sorry it took so long, you’re a very kind person I shouldn’t have let you wait!

I’m ok, trying to help around the house a bit cleaning, while I’m waiting for the results of my back xrays, my next appointment with my social worker, my physical therapist and a call from the people that said they would be able to get me into their 5/7 days inpatient treatment.

How have you been?

Hey, how are you doing?

well the doctors would be a good one to start with, cz if they can give u something to help with lifting ur mood u should find it easier to do the other things. just make sure u dont put too much pressure on urself, just take baby steps and dont get mad at urself if u slip

On monday I’m going to try and see my GP, because I’ve been reading what I’ve written on here and in my diary - I think I may have to consider I may be slipping into somekind of depression. On teusday I’m seeing my physical therapist, I’m also going to try and see if I can talk to my psychologist sometime this week.

I guess I have allot of thing I want to do, I really really hope I do all those things I have planned.

Ive had a better day. Have you been to see your doctor lately?

It feels good knowing I’m not fighting alone, you care, you stand beside me. (and ofcourse credit to all those other persons on here - I’d feel guilty not mentioning them) Every single thought is energy send to me, and I’m not going to waste it; I’m trying my best to use it to hold on.

Right now I’m ok, I’m very tired metally from all the thoughts I had during the night/morning/afternoon. Hope you’ve been havinga good day, kind regards and a smile :)

Hope you are well today! How are you getting on? You definately have a lot of people who care about you. Is it making you feel any better?

Then you go to bed and get some rest. I am going to reveal my email for you. If you like, when you get up email me your whole story and I will reply as soon as I get it (am in Uk so may be time difference, don’t know where you are). Don’t feel like you have to though, but it might make you feel better to spill everything to a stranger. Just know I don’t and won’t judge you. Look after yourself.

The room is more or less spinning and I’m having a hard time finding words, keeping my eyes open. I feel ok I think.

because it is a major step and incredibly scary, but at least u r on here. how do u feel right now?

Yeah, it’s pretty much that deadline, like again one simple thing I was so insistant on doing - and I failed.

Hi, what is it that has madeyou feel like this again today? is it because you reached your deadline to call?

Hi, found the messaging bit. Glad u r fighting on