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Hi! =) Haven´t heard from you for a while, so i was just wondering how you are. Hope you´re fine and hope to hear from you soon! ;)
Take care :)

hey you posted that you were having a hard time the other night i just was wondering if your ok and to tell you that your meds do help you caz you not just feeling depressed your med lithium and ablifiy show me that your either bi polar or manic depressive lithium isnt even a drug is a element mineral that helps cure bi polar disorder on its own the abilify is a mood stabilizer its just a back up drug thos drugs wont change you in any way they just put your brain back in to a normal function there no like antidepressants. i only mentioned thos things in case you stopped taking the caz you felt you didnt need them or was ashamed caz ive done that before well i also have some coping methods that could help if you want just e mail me the_hated999999 at yahoo dot com and tell me how you been if your better.

yeah…see ya! take care! and just let me know if you ever need a little chat ;)

yeah, it is :) and the best thing about snow is skiing :) i love it…but sun is ok too…makes me feel happier :)

snow is ok…but only until it freezes and you have problems to get to school or a shop or anywhere without falling straight on your butt :D

nah…it´s snowing right now and it´s about -3°C not the coldiest winter ever :P
what´s the weather like in arizona now?

slovakia, europe ;)

=) and where do you live?

i´m 18…how bout you?

how old are you? if you don’t mind me asking.

thanx….and i won´t turn my back on you ;)

well, i won’t turn my back on you.

oh. i’m sorry that happens for you, too. it sucks. how old are you, if i may ask?

sometimes it´s hard for me to express myself (maybe that´s another reason why people turn their backs on me)…and i couldn´t write it better than you did…i had to agree with everything…

hmm…in everything you wrote in your post… i feel exactly the same way most of the time…

hmm…yummy… =)

what are you having for breakfast?

it´s 6:30PM here and i´ve just spent my all day sitting by the pc when i should be studying for a chemistry exam on tuesday… but other than that i´m fine ;)

ok…let´s just start with how are ya?

hey!

Right on. who you choose to be isn’t as important as being you:) Be good to you and I’m glad you’re rocking and rolling:)
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This is cool:)

Hey you…Long time no hear. Hope all is as well as can be. We’ll talk sooner rather than later…I hope.

Much Light and Love,
Little Bear

I was only speaking directly to you Bee. The public speaking was to advocate a cause for a group that nedded my help. If I were to grant you a wish as to who you could be, who would that be?

Sorry for the long reply..how or what did you do today?

Hi Bee:) To answer your question about happy, most times I am. I float around different groups and find people that I can learn something new from or give support too. I’ve been stupid in the past and that’s just where I leave it. We have the right to be or feel anyway we what too. If I wanted to go to work with pink hair and a dress, it’s my choice..lol. That would bring a whole new stupid..lol. I grew up on a farm and was taught several trades. I’ve worked in board rooms and have been a featured guess at 5 star hotels while people paid to listen to me. I’m a simple man. I’m not rich and lack the ability to hurt people for money. I can tell you what works for me. I take life like a motor, it requires basics, gas, air and fire. I started with getting a family, job and home. Everybody or thing has a role. Some are to be leaders in some areas and followers in others. I do the business, my wife does the home. I’m the dad and she’s the mom. Life today is confusing so I don’t take on things that won’t better it or confuse me more. Art is very important only if it makes you feel better, if not switch mediums. The trades provide the most satisfying job because it leaves you with a feeling of accomplishment. If you can find someone you trust or two people would be better, do a make over. To know you is a privilege not someones right. When I walk in a room it’s hard for me not to control it and I only choose not to if I have something or one that I’m allowing to for reasons of study or information. I took public speaking and believe me that puts things into perspective. Here is a key, you are who they think you are sometimes. Example; healthy and happy or mean and dangerous. If you meet someone that does nothing for you, like making you feel better or happy, smile and meet some more. I complain when I have to do the hard stuff, but feel better after. It’s all about you and the calm nice days or the exciting scary new adventures. It takes baby steps and a small plan to just make a little step first. New outfit or hair do. Whats going to be your new first step? I give you permission to tell your friends that your friend has changed your mind and you have a whole new game plan. If they ask you what, smile and tell them it’s a secret:) I’ll look for you tomorrow. Take care:) You’re a “Rock Star”.:)

You are welcome. Good stuff:) I deal with the public and some days just seeing them with their rude behavior makes me angry, but right afterwards something else will come along and make me happier. I live in a very nice town that is growing very fast and some days it’s hard to find the charm. I smile and remember that it’s my home and guess are welcome. I try not to let people steal my power (being self-happy) and that’s why my nickname for you was “Bee”. Hard working and determined. Today belongs to you:)

Hey girl, I have been thinking about you and reading your last post. Isn’t great at how life is so simple (major sarcasm)? The important thing is to acknowledge the way you feel and honor those feelings. Feelings are inherently good or bad they just are.

Also, I want you to know that when this physical life ends that there is something more. I am not claiming some religious thing or any such nonsense. I believe we spoke about energy before and consciousness. So, on that scientific level there is more. It would be a drag if we were to kill ourselves and find that things were just worse on the other side due to our state of mind. So when people say think about your family and how they would feel I say think about yourself and how worse it could be on the other side.

If you want you can email me. As you can see I don’t get here to often but I do check my email more often. If you decide to write know that I will keep your thoughts to the utmost privacy. You have reach out to the universe and the universe is responding so use it as you see fit. LtlBear303 at aol.com

Have fun Bee:)

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The link I gave you was dark and I had second thoughts, that’s me being analytical. A friend of mine has been telling me to find my niche. This pisses me off because I’ve been looking for years and some people will take advantage of my ignorance for their profitable gain by exploiting my talents or resources. They encourage me to help them while I’m looking for my niche. I have learned that as long as I get rewarded, it’s not so bad I also learned that this people are business men and not friends. They will take advantage of you quickly. I work and live in the same world as you and we all share the same feelings. What we do have if different personalities and environments. I’ve been hanging to the simple basics starting with a home,family and job. Everything else falls into place. I posted a site offering three wishes and the number one wish or trouble I interrupted to be a job or income to secure themselves and the ones they love. I believe i the market today it’s a skill or service we provide that helps that and our hobbies will stimulate us. Your communication and thinking skills are above average. If you are able to network with in an environment that meets the level of your thought process or volunteer to others that have less it may stimulate you in feeling better. The off and on switch is a skill that ER nurses and doctors use. They must master this skill in order for them to function. I developed this from the army. You can use art, music or a relaxing special walk or place to supply this. It must be special and yours. I experiment with posts to feed my need for understanding and I have learned that somethings just are not worth our time, above our skills or don’t have an answer. I wish you peace as that is what I enjoy:) I’m going to give you the two links to the posts I made, one for the example of what people here crave and the other to demonstrate their level of thought. You should find us all similar in wishes, but the real difference is in humor or events..lol. Take care:)

I almost forgot…I call you “Bee” for a good reason:)

Hi there. Hope you forgive me. I have earned my living by analyzing. We are different then the norm and that makes us special:) You my sweety were born to be a leader:) You will train yourself to turn thoughts on and off soon. It comes with experience and practice. I hope to hear from you soon as you are on my mind:) Take care:)

An overactive imagination is good. Actually, the more that you give your subconscious to work with the more chanced it has to communicate with you. I like to read Native American books about animals, fairy tales, and other uplifting and synbolic books that give your mind fuel to communicate.
So, how are you otherwise? Are you still talking your little breaks every now and then? I need to take some myself and in fact that’s where I am headed now. OK, talk to you later and hang in there. Things do get better as time goes on. Light and Love.

Well, if it were my dream, the one thing that i do get from that is that you felt you have power. And that you have an ally in your sister (or wish she was?). I love sometimes how dreams help us realize the power that we have. Also the fact that you rememberd colors mean you are good at dream recall. Colors are the first thing to go from your memory when you wake up because we all dream in color but it is jsut the first thing we forget.

Yes I would love to. Sorry for the late response. Things have been really busy over here. I hope things are going OK with you. I look forward to your dream!

Thank you for your thoughtful words. You may not feel it but know this to be true, that you are amazing too. Talk to you soon.

Go take your timeout, I hope it does you some good & that you’ll be able to sleep for a while later on. Hope you will still be here in the morning.