The fact that you can admit all of that to us here at help and to him, makes you an incredibly strong person; wow. I don’t think you would cheat again, it seems to bother you deep down, but it is your call. Simply breaking up with your boyfriend may not be the best choice either.
If you are truely remorseful, it might give you some closure if you allowed him to choose. Pose the question to him as “I understand what I did hurt you terribly, and if you feel that we should go our separate ways or perhaps take a break, its ok.” It seems he really likes you, to come back so soon, but give him a chance to speak. Perhaps you could compromise by pledging not to drink, at least not until you can find a safe limit.
- written 1 year, 1 month ago – voted for by Miss Karma X
Well I don’t really know you, so I can’t pinpoint anything, but perhaps if you would relax and try to help others things would improve. - written 1 year ago
Alright, attempt three to respond to this message (I always get interupted). I haven’t had a chance to check out the bubble site yet, but I plan to– And yeah, suicide is bad even in though, and as I’m learning, is difficult to find closure with (or to even get away from for that matter). Music helps, so does a bit of martial arts training, but I’ve reached a point where I need to strengthen my joints before I can hit harder.
Music helps me too when I find myself reeling from life. Oh, and I suppose I’m stressed because I can never seem to do enough; I am somehow supposed to do nothing and everything at the same time. Thanks for being there, right now I”m just sort of existing. I hope life goes well for you today. - written 1 year ago
I’m glad someone is helping you now. I’m soryr you have to deal with this, but you are amazing parents to hang in there and keep trying. - written 1 year ago