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yeah..I just wonder when that’ll happen..
I’ve decided I’m just gonna give my virginity to my husband..

it’s very confusing..could you make it a little clearer..?

yup..we’re still having lots and lots of problems..and the beautiful sights here have been messed up by the storm..I’m starting to hate it here..

that’s fine..hahayzz..the Philippines currently is undergoing some calamities and a war..

*don’t

[quote dave1971199]You’re not bad people but I wouldn’t go there on holiday at the moment.[/quote]

I really suggest you don’ for a while..

some sort of bad country or whatever fuss there is about us..glad to hear that you think we’re equals..

I just wanted to check if people from other countries think we are..some kind of you know..

[quote blackmagic]yes mz.jaicahh !thats what kept me alive so far..mom..
you know I wish I could learn how to be selfish,so far lived for others ..always..myself was at the end of the queue..so always tried to make others happy,now at 44 ,dont know how I can make myself happy…and no more goals to achieve ,no place left to get there..life seems so much meaningless to me after all..dont want any hobies,dont want any friends,dont want anything really,no clothes,no nice cars,no nice house,nothing attracts me …really nothing is important in life,we all will leave everything behind us when we die,so why do we need so much?dont care who cries after me when I die![/quote]

no no no no..i’m just 14 and it seems to me you’ve been going through something very hard..I don’t know the reason behind it but I can only tell you this po..life.. no matter what it throws at you it’s only telling you to give up..always telling you to just lie there and do nothing..just keep telling you to get that gun and cock it up to your head..but I assure you..it only TELLS you..it doesn’t ever push you..it’s you who makes the decisions and you who causes the consequences..

just live..let life be..and die..just do the cycle..nothing ever happens as long as you keep on going..and always ut this in your mind..BE THE BEST OF WHAT YOU ARE.. YOU are the one who makes your LIFE..and YOU are the very reason why OTHERS live to continue..you just don’t know there are secret people looking at you as their INSPIRATION..

sounds stupid but..
when I see my mom smile..just makes me feel that someone kicked me and said..

“you stupid brat! she gae you your life! what are you wasting it for!? don’t you see her face!? all the sacrifice she makes for you..all the pain she’s going through is because of you!!! why the heck would you be wasting your life when she did every darn thing to help you reach the stage you are in now!??”

that keeps me going..no matter what..

she’ll probably kill me..

no..he’s only my crush..

you just put the words toghether..? man that’s deep..gotta go..

nice..how do you do that..?

That too..and in school..she keeps saying I’m still a first year when I’m a second year student now..it’s a one year difference but still..