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• My boyfriend has taken heroin six times over the past six years; I have supported his recovery at home with little or no help.
  

  reading this makes me cry so hard, im so so sorry!!! to hear the stuggle we are going threw i can totaly relate im scared to. my boyfriend is hard working and a great father to our daughter as well. he has bin on the methodone program for three years now he keeps telling me he is going to stop using. i hate it when every single day i wait for him to come home just to see his face and see if he has used heroin. Some days he comes home and he looks normal then im happy for the rest of the night, but other days he comes home from work high and doesnt eat dinner then i get so mad it ends up im a huge fight to wear i kick him out and he sleeps in his truck. i feel bad but i just dont want to see him high makes me sick and let down. he is starting to get violent now he always blams me for his relapsing says i piss him off and he needs to go use to cure the pain!!! i just dont now how long this is going to last. for im not a counsiler nor am i a rehabilitation center i dont get paid to deal with this i just wana think one day he will be completly sober for eve r i have hope that he will get better one day! and i guess im just sitting here waiting for a miricle to happen i love him so so much and wish i could push a button and he would be better. and again im waiting for him to come home today to see if he has used. when is this going to end he is going to kill him self :(
  - written 9 months ago

• My boyfriend has taken heroin six times over the past six years; I have supported his recovery at home with little or no help.
  

  i will
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• My boyfriend has taken heroin six times over the past six years; I have supported his recovery at home with little or no help.
  

  i have been waiting too years to find the problem if i dont soon i will go crazy
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• My boyfriend has taken heroin six times over the past six years; I have supported his recovery at home with little or no help.
  

  my kids are my number one priority this is why he is not here but he munipulates me so much he swares he is going to change he telles me all the time he would do anything for his family i just dont get it? he even tells his mom and dad bad things about me so he will be on his side when i kick him out. why? why does his mom hide the fact he is still using herrion why does she let him stay there why do they think I AM CRAZY they tell me to get help but all i do is try to help my boyfriend and im going crazy no one knows how much damage he did to me
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• My boyfriend has taken heroin six times over the past six years; I have supported his recovery at home with little or no help.
  

  I am so so sorry for! you im reading this crying ;( you are not alone :(
  I also dont know what to do, i also have two kids with a heroin addict i keep kicking him out aswell that doesnt help him im scared to lose him i cry my self to sleep at night wondering were he is cause he also has no were to go ….
  I am looking for anwers too, i thought no one was in my position its so hard because he thinks its all my fault and he doesnt need treatment,….
  All i can say is you deserve better!!!! and in a year from now you will look back and laugh asking urself why you put ur self through that…..i know in my heart this is hard but i also know i will find love again but next time it will be better
  You will love again!
  
  
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

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