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Hello there, how are you?
Hopefulyy in a good way really busy^^
But I’m still looking forward to talk with you again, hope you have a nice time.
So… what did you eat today?

Nice day!

Yea… everything fine, thanks. What ’bout you?

Yeah i just noticed! I already added you! (With your e-mail I hope this is the right one)

Yeah, its so tireing. (idk how to write that) and well, its a mini vacation^^
By the way, its already pretty late here, I have to go to sleep unfortunately. I wish you a good day and night, take care. I’d love to talk with you tomorrow althoug, or whenever you have the time. Sleep well.

Yeah, I even know some of his music.
But I dont know the CD Mixdown 2007, but I think a friend of mine has the Cd, I’ll ask him if I can borrow it.
Yeah, they are good actors. Thanks for telling me!
I am tired today, and I wish I could have a vacation. How about you?

So, here comes the dayly question.
Which person is your favourite music artist, which song do you like the most and who is the best actor in your eyes?

Yeah. Hm, I like basketball, volleyball isnt my thing. But yeah… talk to you another time derek, take care.

Yes, I got it, man was I glad. But anyhow, we can still shout each other, its always nice to see ‘Ah, theres a mail/shout for me!’ at least I think so.

Okay, I hate it when a room is full of so much smoke, even if I like the smell of the smoke, when as example Im out with friends and they smoke. I dont know why but… whatever. And thank you, I’ll wait.

Yeah, I believe you this one.
So much people… is it a club where they smoke too? Do you smoke?
Uhm, I cant see you e-mail adresse, may you e-mail me? Then I’ll have you adress automatically. Then I’ll tell you everything, okay? Thank you.

Ah, okay thank you, Canada sure says me something. And well I expected that you didnt know austria or vienna, because as good as nobody knows. But I guess you know when I say Adolf Hitler. He was born here. Lol.

And yeah, to hear the music all night long is a good thing. But isnt it quite… uhm, strange sometimes, arent there many people? I am not for clubs, not really.
But if its an ok job its good.
And well, yeah Vienna is the main city of our whole country, I guess its pretty big.
And by the way, if you go on my profile page, you should be able to see my e-mail adress. Do you mind talking per e-mail?

Okay, what do you work?
Hmhm, school is something good. But well, about your future, arent you interested in something? (But well, I know I am interested in drawing as example, but I knew I would never earn enough money with such a job so…)
Winnipeg… in which land is this?
I life in austria, near vienna. Ever heard of it? (And no, not australia. We’ve got no kangoroos. Lol.)

No I dont live in a big city but next to one. I just have the mix of a forest and a 30 minute ride into the centre of the city.
I just went to buy some things today, I dont like to ride the train. (Because they are as good as always late and overcrowed.)
Oh, he just asked me some normal things, which station was mine, which music I liked, how old I was and such stuff. But we didnt ask each others names…. even though I think it was really interesting and if I ever gather the courage I’ll do this too. Just talking to some stranger.
What are you doing to be exact? I mean college, work or something like that. Are you on a professional school?

No problem. And sorry thats a bad habit of mine, I read words wrong. I even read this two times and still wrong, because I thought ‘what the… ‘ Sorry. I should read it three times next time.
And well, what do you think I am? Male or Female?
Ah, well thats nice music, even though I care more for the lyrics than the music, but both is important.
And well today someone in the train (its a 30 minute long way with the train) a guy just started talkking to me. At the beginning I couldnt really answer but it became a really nice conversation. Funny right?

Wow, I’d like to see one or two pictures from you!
Uhm, I knew that its most probably paper, I meant coal, normal pencils or water based paints. Oh, I think if you think you are good then you are good.
Well I do not think that I am beautiful or hot but no, I am not ugly either. Or so I think. lol. (That was a funny question *laughs*)

And by the way, where I live its the next day soo… what music do you prefer and what do you like more in a song, lyrics or music?

Not today because I dont like to draw with the computer that much. I need to scan my picture and when I am not too shy to show it then I can send it you… that means it’ll take a time.
(Yes, I am pretty shy too, even if its not obvious)

A rose? Wow, thats hard to draw, I’d like to see it when your finished. And with what material do you draw?

Its 18:59 pm where I live. Quite a time difference.

And by the way, If you have any questions just ask!

Oh, thats wonderful! Eh, sorry did sound weird, I mean I am glad that I can (annoy), I mean talk you. Yeah.

Well, didnt happen anything special either, the only thing I cant draw today. Every picture is horrible, so I got nothing to do.

And I’ve got another question, how late is it where you live?

Okay, thanks anyhow for the response.
I’m kind of bored right now… sorry to bother you. Lol.

I’m glad that you think so!And well I’ll just say my thoughts about it too, i like dark red black and silver the best.

Did anything special happen today? Just a question out of curiousity.

Hey, thanks for the side it seems to be a really good one, I’m going to check it out a little more.

So, and I got an idea. I’ll ask you every day a question, and when you come online you must answer them :) How sounds that?

First: What is your favourite colour?

Oh, okay ^^
Well, I understand a little, and I am really glad that I can help in any possible way.
Take care derekkroeker, don’t forget you can shout me whenever you like, I’ll answer for sure.

I cant do more than listening and try to give advice…
and okay. Could have been that she ma could have known more about this matter… and hey, did you just post something? (I wont say the title here)
Just wanting to know… and if you want to talk about anything then just say it, shall I, If you did post, talk there with you or not? (Maybe want to hear advice from other people than me, which is no problem. )

Well, you are right you should try to search and inform yourself first before you join the very first therapy you find.
Well, i don’t know where you live but I think it’d the best to search over the internet maybe? Because the other way would be over newspapers or you go personally to this place and look at every therapy (what would be the best but this costs time and money) .

I have no idea how much therapy costs, and I think its also a matter about what and the most important thing is the time. If you do it once or twice a month it may be payable.

And another question, if I may ask, does yuor girlfriend have problems too?

Oh, sorry. I am quite confused, my own day was pretty f*cked up.
Okay.. well it could have been.
Hm, you really want to be more outgoing and this but something holds you back.
Its absolutely okay that you are not such a hyper outgoing person but about this shy being… this really is something. Ever thought about going into a therapy?
Because this is a real problem to you.

Hm… I understand. Is your girlfriend in the same school or even in the same class?

After a so long time of ‘being shy’ its normal to have a anxiety… but like you said, its holding you back. You should try, slowly but surely, to change that. I think that right now your working on it, talking with me.
Maybe you should try to get more internet friends? Just to train this social skill. Maybe it’d be good too if you’d talk with people over chat programms, so you dont have much time to ‘think what to write’.
Then you learn how to response faster, and you get more sure of yourself.

And well, that you are afraid to speak infront of others… do you know why? Is your voice too high or what? Can you explain it in words? (Sometimes words cant explain a feeling, I know)

Hey, sure I remember you!
Since we wrote I always thought how your doing, I am new to this side and didnt know about shouts, I would have contacted you a lot sooner.

Its awesome that you got an idea to get to talk to your girlfriends about the things, and she seems to really be a wonderful person for supportung you.
No Problem, thank your for the answer!

Well yeah I have much questions I’d like to ask but I think I cant write such a long shout. Joke, but anyhow I am curious how your doing anyhow. Was your day depressing? Or was my shout ‘just’ the highlight? (Either way I am proud I was able to make someone happy with a shout from me.)

Hey, derek, was just wondering how your doing.
I hope that everything is fine, if your bored shout me whenever you like.

go to the vitamine store and buy a bottle of tyrosine…… ask the person selling it about dosages so I wont have responsibility…….It cant hurt and just maybe it will help you…. Its a natural approach that has helped me…