Clemaddy, you should know, you will not be getting any money from me either. First of all, I simply have no extra money to spare. And secondly, there are many ways to help people that are a lot more productive than just handling them money.
I hope you can find some guidance and words of wisdom on this website and perhaps a few friends. We all struggle in life. We can give each other support but in the end, it’s up to each individual to swim his way to the shore.
I wish you courage and most of all, true guidance. Listen closely. God speaks to us in all sorts of ways. The answers are often given to us.
We only need to be more receptive.