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“I’m gonna transfer to a better and bigger company by Oct. 1. I’ll be an accounting supervisor there. So what’s new with you? Have you visited Star City’s Snow World? Are you a Lady Gaga fan? Do you a presidential candidate in mind already? How about for VP?”

Hey I am so happy for you. I am quite well, thanks for asking. I miss you =) I am quite ok, as compared when I was an addicted resident of Help. Com. Life then was a desperate hell. Now I am quite doing ok. As my name sounds -Okei! =) No. I haven’t visited star city nor am I a fan of Lady Gaga. About politics, I opt for Ninoy, I’d rather risk on him than with the other well-known graft and corruptors =) Roxas could be fine. IDK.

I am wishing you luck and congrats on your new job. I transfered to other job as well. Actually lived a much better life as compared with the living hell I’ve been through before. Prayers can really move mountains. Including having a life for the better =)

Take Care my friend. Hope life treats you kind all the time. God bless =)

no! lol just having fun =)
and this is virtual world girl

no! lol just having fun =)
and this is virtual world girl

yup. like a badboy. not really my type =) tc!

sunny, w/ a little bit of rains in the morning. u tc! =)

don’t worry, plenty of time to travel soon. it is for your own sake and health so you should not feel bad. better things are coming your way.

no i did not. i don’t bet in boxing fights. but i did played bingo, and won twice, first prize included. lol. quite lucky then, idk now!

how are you? you still in mindanao?

lol wow 5 days a lot can happen. i ended up getting sick pretty bad i had flu symptoms etc but i am better now =D i am just coughing up flem and thats good cause now it’s just pushing everything out of my lungs that’s bad and the drainage through out the night. So hopefully by this friday i’ll be 100% health wise as well. Then I went to the eye doctor and everything checked out. Yeah been praying and just ummm yeah idk life is good went to a party saturday. OHHH my dad bought me delicious yummy greek salad chicken olive and some pasta type things so it’s like the perfect pre work out meal =D and it tastes amazing also tomatoes are in it totally awesome.

Hey =) glad to see you wrote back but it was an accdent and i was lifting a giant snowball wheel =) and my wrist popped but it’s better now I played ball for like 6 hours yesterday i got a good work out ummm I guess in my life I’m doing okay there is this girl that is acting kinda sketchy but at the same I like her a lot ebcause she can let me be me kinda goofy and just laughing at everything and crack jokes you know but she is acting kinda sketchy but oh well. I have officially read the Quran page to page and finally have 2 of the Muslim hats =) so I feel great.

just antipolo. palawan. davao

subic. no. but i heard it is quite good =)

no. we just went swimming here in the phils. need to save money, times are hard.

but traveling is such a pleasurable experience. if you’ve got money, it is really ok to travel

thanks, i’ll check it later. i don’t quite get boxing too, very inhumane. it is more of gambling than sports.

enjoy your travels =)

most probably =) thanks for the song posted, quite touching =)

i’m not really an avid fan, but i do admire manny the person. he’s charitable and giving to others. hatton is quite a strong opponent. i think hatton will win. but i hope it would still be manny (as a filipino) you know

wow! good for you. travels quite good and exciting. not that hot, a few rainy days b4, but God gave a good weather yesterday and today. i am quite good. and i miss talking to you too. i am glad you’re here.

I am doing fairly good just trying to keep up with everything =) internet life i will be getting caught up with today cause it’s snowy and i hate the snow! but gives me a chance to throw snow balls at unexpecting victims! I am just taking it easy for the most part on lifting i mean it feels about to normal but i think it’s one of those just trying to over come it because you are worried about an injury disrupting training again type of thing you know? it sucks lol especially cause i was doing sooo good before that like training on all cylinders then a freak accident it sucks. Plus I found a fairly good website for this thing I am into and I am a happy camper right now =) how are you n the boy doing? Also I was wondering if you knew of any really good detailed psychology books that explains why people do things like why are they sociopaths or why they join the military and why people like me are into lifting weights i’m gonna post a thing on here but if you know that would be great.

how ru pink?

hey i have been waaaay megga busy =) the nuggets won again it’s nice out been playin ball and i got hurt the other day =( so that wasn’t good my wrist isn’t 100% but have been taking precautions though hopefully all will be perfect tomorrow right? miss talking 2 you just been busy peace up a town down

I think I pulled my calve muscle and it hurts like hell so that sucks. How ever my favorite basketball team The Denver Nuggets =) are going to the play offs and clinched their division first time since 88 or 84 =) sooo yay. Then I found out that 1 guy that wanted to fight me just is looking for me and wants to catch me when I’m by my self and I’m like fuck that…I’m tired of fighting and violence in general I just want to live my life and not have to worry about some 1 wanting to “stab me” or “jump me”

Tour in Tawian why were you touring there? Sounds fun though I suppose. I’ve been doing okay last night just I kinda snapped a little bit and I ended up praying for 10 minutes and read my Quran so that helped a lot =) but anyways I had a bump on my arm still do but it seems to be going down…I just hope it’s nothing serious or else Ima be my own doctor =) which means self surgery yay! ha ha but it’s nice out I am thinking basketball time =D well anyways sorry to hear dinner got cancelled how are you and your boyfriend doing anyways?

lol you shouted your self no wonder you never got back to me but I changed my avatar picture to a pink shirt n made me think about you how did having dinner with his parents go? Oh my I can’t wait to have dinner with a girls parents especially if they actually like me but oh well I shot hoops today so that was pretty exciting now I’m just chilled out…my oz prison show isn’t on anymore =( so I need 2 find something to do between 9 and 10

My love life is great. I’m gonna have dinner with his parents tonight. I’m scared and excited.

Wud now?

I haven’t really talked 2 her at all since that…sorry it took me awhile lol i had to watch some of the game. Well just I dont know I try not to think about it but when I do I miss her but I just know one day I’ll find that woman to love where she will want me as much as I want her type thing so that keeps my hopes and spirit up plus working out helps. I sorta slacked today and yesterday I did it but I wasn’t all there but tomorrow will be different it sucks but oh well I feel good for the most part on the out side…i shaved my legs and arms lol sooo i guess i’m super sexy now ha ha. Anyways I guess just I gotta stay up…well I am sorry to here about your knee injury anything on your mind though how are you and your boyfriend doing? I’m just trying to stay up my best friend found a girl or something and he has ditched me already a few times to hang out with her and I dunno that makes me sort of upset… but oh well.

Hey my friend! I can’t remember if I got back to you but I took your advice I had a dream last night that the 2 angels that visit you when you die were there and just it was wierd cause I feel a lot happier today =) and I have been happy all day hpoefully these trends will continue and lifting weights doing push ups how is your exercise routine coming a long? also i got a sweet new avatar =) I hope you are doing okay how is everything? If there is anything at all you need help with or anything feel free to ask me I want to help you like you helped me. I watched that movie pay it forward so I really wanna do that now.

LOL! Yeppers. Most probably. It rained this afternoon, when I was walking home! It was great. I got home 30 minutes later. My mum was like “Where were you?”
I said “The bsu was late” :D

No one helped me. I cook by myself. It was so yummy. I finished off the bruschetta this afternoon. It was still yummy :D LOL! We all stuffed outselves so much, we felt sick afterwards and couldn’t drink the Moet we bought…

Well, it is the truth! :)

Oh, so do you use the metric or imperial system there? I am okay, but not as tall as I would want to be. Haha, if I go over there, I can be tall, and I would be happy :) There are lots of chinese people over here, and the majority of them are short. Smaller than me; especially the females.

~ ~ ~OMG! IDEA TIME!~ ~ ~
I could come over there and work and I could hire you as my personal translator!!!

Awww… I have gone all red :) Thanks Pink. Same goes for you. You may be small, but great things come in small packages :D

I didn’t want to sound mean, but I would just hate to know that I speak to someone, usually in a regular basis, and they don’t know how I feel about that stuff. We may hate it now, but when it is gone, we wish we had it. My grandfather had dimentia, and he would ask me the same question sometimes over and over again. At the time, I wish he would just shut up, but now I miss him so much and I want to hear the questions again. It is such a shame because I was young, like 13 when he died, and that is when I just started to be able to remember things really clrarly, so now I can hardly remember him at all, except for the pictures I see of him. I hope I didn’t depress the mood. I am a little teary.

Oh my god, I am teary! But I never cry! This is VERY different for me.

IM cool. It is hard to explain…. Sorry, I tried my best. It still probably is a bad explanation…

Aww. That is cute.
I hope your grandfather is okay.

Yeah, help has gone downhill, a lot!

Aww. That is so cute! And creative ;)

That sucks about the rain. Well, for me it rules, but you like the sun more, right?

I don’t really know. About 190cm would be good I think. I would want to be tall, but not a freak LOL.

Yeah, the cooking all went well today. Made:
- Bruschetta
- Chicken Balls
- Mini steak and black pepper pies
- Halloumi (I think that is how it is spelt)
- Pastries

It was fun :D

LOL! Good ol’ high heels. Helping save the world. We are all different. They may be tall, but you are pweety :)

You got me. I look like my dad, unfortunately LOL! I have my mum’s toes, fingers and her nose. I have most other things from my dad, except for some weird reason, I have even more in common with my unvle. My family always make the joke my mum cheated on my dad with my uncle LOL.

Aww. Well, I don’t want to be mean here, but we all pass away eventually. At this point in time, it may seem like your mother is annoying the heck out of you, but, and I am sorry to say this, when she passes away, you will miss not being able to get to sleep. Not being able to hear the tv so loud. Not being able to hear her on the phone, screaming. When I was a young kid, all I cared about was the tv at my grandparent’s house. And when my grandfather passed away, I thought to myself, did I really need to see that episode that I will most probably see again later in my life? Shouldn’t I have been spending all the little time I have with him? I wish I would have seen that years ago. Now I hate leaving my grandmother.

How did it go? Have you two gone for dinner yet?

Instant messaging… You can talk to people who are online (signed in) and have conversations. You can do heaps of stuff, like invite people to conversation, play games, like chess, and send files, like music and photos. It is called MSN messenger.

I miss you too… We hardly speak anymore.

If you want to talk, probably try to email me. I don’t come on help much more. I think I am leaving help. It has changed a lot since I came here, and not in a good way. Things used to be so different. The good ‘ol days.

Yeah, I even rew her a picture about Cez. I must have been bored :P

I knew the Pink part, but Sparkle?

I think you cheeks are fine :P They are really nice and if I can see correctly, you have high cheek bones, which are really nice. I am sure you look just as good without the make-up :) Taiwan. Hmm.. Never been there. My uncle and aunty just came back from Thailand.

Yay! I told you it would get approved. How could they say no? :)

Yeah, I feel so much better. Less depressed. Less stress. Less anxiety. I feel so much better.

I am happy about my height, but I wish I was just a little but taller. LOL! Looking up to me!

But then again, I still have time to grow. That comforts me.

Now I am talking to Laina amd Bogdan on MSN. But soon I have to go to my uncles. Also I am writing this and listening to ‘Here We Go Again (Acoustic) by Paramore’.

Well, this weekend is ‘Motor Racing’ weekend. The F 1’s are in Australia, ut we are not going to see them. My dad is practically in love with cars, so we stay home and watch them. Well, not so much me. I am not really interested in them… I actualy cook tomorrow. I will be making bruschetta and cooked haloumi. Not much, but when you make a lot, it fills you up :D

What about you? Doing anything special? Tell me how Sunday goes with your boyfriend.

yeah i know but it is still quite hard especially because i dont know how good anything is i just feel like i been losing it…but anyways thank you for the support. I am glad you have your internet back. So i haven’t heard from alicia since ummm monday and i left it as a hey just know i promise i will love you and care for you and i wont hurt you if you come back to colorado. even though she was angry for what ever reason. I dunno *sigh* but anyways it snowed here i hate the snow =( anyways I finally bought some hummas today =) i am totally stoked to eat it. anyways i’m just a big lump of blah today =( so i hope your doing good. just peace out and i am gonna try and stay up.

Sorry, I forgot I got shouts from you a while ago LOL.

My birthday is 24/12/93

I have quite good taste in clothes. I like fashion. I hate in when some wears socks and thongs.

Well, I called my sister Cez, and she started calling me Mez, so it just stuck I guess..

Why Pink Sparkle?

Aww. Thanks. You have a really great smile and your cheeks are nice, in a non-creppy way, LOL.

Awww… My teachers all come up to shoulders and below that. I feel so big, LOL.

I am fine thanks. A bit tired and exhausted, but it seems my stress level has gone downhill, which is good.

What about you?

i dunno what any1 can do…and going to the gym isn’t tiresome it’s awesome =) people looking at how strong you are and getting a few looks like this guy knows what he’s doing he he. well anyways lol i haven’t been able to go cause i ran outta money but i am like using what weights i have at my house for the moment…but anyways just this alicia girl i mean i think i love her and at the same time she even said ” i realize that i’ve been basing my boyfriends off of what you did you would always call when you said you would and if you didn’t you would text me you never made me feel dumb or degraded you always made me feel important and feel good about my self.” and it’s like u know why did she do that and i kept asking her why and she was like just i couldn’t move back to colorado at the time blah blah and i’m like buull shit if you love some 1 you would do that i can’t move to florida i have waaay to much family and friends up here and she only lived down there less then a year… last night i just cried my self to sleep wishing that i could just find a girl who loved me as much or more then i loved them a girl who met my standards like okay…i’m not trying to say like a total model but a girl i am attracted too a girl who knows i am the best guy in the world in her eyes and some 1 to cuddle with tell me their thoughts and dreams some 1 who isn’t afraid to share something with me…some 1 to sit in bed and read books with or on a hot summer day just cuddle up on a hammock and read or go out for a walk or just walk around and some 1 who can help me stay focused with lifting some 1 who can send me good morning text messages or random picture messages to tell me they miss me =( some 1 who is smart and has some of the same political views some 1 who listens to my crazy government conspiracy theory’s i thought i had that with alicia but it’s obvious she didn’t love me the way i did with her…or i’m not good enough or good looking enough…oh great now tears are coming to my eyes again i just wanna be happy.

pretty much ok. i bought exercise machines lately. going to d gym is quite tiresome.

how abt u?

just swimming. i supose to go to hk w/ friends. but lately, idk, i lost interest in some things. hmn.

polls automation. i don’t think so. besides, whats new right.

yah. locally and in asia too. soon i’ll suppose to. but i lost interest in life lately, idk why. been depressed and bored.

thats cool. u will learn from their wisdom. besides you will feel so young and beautiful when with oldies.

is that a tour package.

car is ok. adjusting a little bit. sometimes when i crave for a sedan type, i drive our old corolla

hi pink. weather in mla is soooooooo hot. very hot. holy week? hmn, church visits, swimming.

wow! u’ll tour asia. that is indeed exciting. who wil accompany u?

hi pink

yeah she is calling me she is getting kicked out of her house and might move back to colorado…and we might get back together i dunno wtf is going on i feel emotionally drained =( i just wanna fucking cry and just scream she hasn’t called me today like she said she would but then again her mom told her that she was shutting off her phone i dunno i just am scared and i feel a lone because i dunno what 2 do i just want a hug =( and some 1 to cry on right now i have been having crazy mood swings

Thanks! =D

I think its supposed to be a penguin or maybe a reject pac-man ghost? haha, I have no idea. I just like it cause its random. lol.

so last night was just tough…i mean i couldn’t help but think of all the shit that’s going on with the girls then my best friend ditched me to hang out with a girl…and it’s like you know how could you do that after i had ditched a girl for you like a month ago you know…freakin A I dunno if i don’t see him tonight it’s definetly a blow to the friendship cause it means he is doing what he used to do and that is blow off his bestfriend for some girl again…

and my ex calls me this morning =( and my head hurts like hell from drinking all day/night yesterday and just i dunno wtf to think.

I’m actually not sure how to turn it into a poll.

hey glad to hear it! but anyways life went horrible and crashed last night…i found out this girl i was interested in…isn’t interested in me at all…the girl i went on a date with i dont know how to read her so she is confusing me…my ex called me yesterday to basically tell me her new boy toy broke up with her and of course she calls me… so last night i cried and was emotionally distraught…

‘our place’ = philipines?

if so, that is so true nowadays.

Oh, and thanks for talking with me.

The vacation would be just driving somewhere, visiting other places or people. She didn’t say exactly, she just said, “Hey, I left my job, want to go on an adventure with me for a week or two?” I didn’t really say much, but it is my sister, so it could be fun.

Facebook seems interesting because so many people are on it, but also it sucks. (It doesn’t take long at all to make an account if you want to check it out.)

Snow is like… the whole world turns white, and the world is quiet because the sounds don’t have as many hard surfaces to bounce off of, and snow is like bread dough sort of, you can shape it and make things out of it. It can be just like crushed ice, or it can have softness all the way through.

I vaguely remember how to make the animated ones work, from reading how when “Fire” first figured it out, but I don’t want to try because… I’m so tired. But I looked again, scrolling down this shout trail, and it is indeed very pink and sparkly.

I’ve been getting outside and a lot more exercise now that the snow is gone. And my sister said, “Let’s go on a vacation somewhere” — so maybe we will.

I made a facebook group for help.com people, see: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=…

It’d be neat if your avatar was actually sparkly like that first picture. If you bump into someone with an animated avatar maybe they’d do it for you.

And thanks for this shout just now… it brings up the shout-trail and I get to read your previous message which was really positive and supportive.

I’m okay, I just didn’t do anything on this site at all for a while. I was just thinking if I should leave you a note or not, because the last time you said something to me (which was a nice something too) I didn’t reply. But I hadn’t decided anything to say when I saw the green bar saying “Pink Sparkle has left you a shout.”

So, hi. How are you?