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• my boyfriend is an alcoholic he is irratic unprdictable
  

  Oh Anonymous they are the same breed of monster we have!Mine never cares when I say good-bye!No one believes me any more cuz I always take him back cuz I miss him. Be prepared for yours to come out of hiding once he thinks he’s no longer in trouble.that’s what mine does. not cuz he cares about me but because i’m probably his favorite of the idiot girls who will take him in.i keep telling myself that maybe if i can just fake it to myself that i am one of those kind of women who respects herself enough that she ‘d never go out with this booze guzzling, drug dealing, bike riding fool, well maybe it’ll sink in & I can avoid the whole bottle smashing on my head and giving birth to lil mutant beer beasts.i give you a cyberhug cuz i know, live & feel your pain.i freaked my sister out with all my crying.i wish i didn’t feel so stuck on him still.just focus on how much worst he will be years down the road, ok?
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• my boyfriend is an alcoholic he is irratic unprdictable
  

  I think we are dating the same guy.mine wouldn’t talk to me cuz i asked (sweetly cuz i too walk on eggsells) him why didn’t want to spend the night.if he plans to speak to me i will tell him i can’t do this anymore.te back& forth.and when i cry i cry alone cuz everyone is sick of me cuz i too stood by him.i can’t do this anymore i’ve cried so much for him.he used to just be rude when he’s drunk, but his brain has
  liked passed this other level and he’s mean&violent.my cats are elderly & I know if i touch him wile e’s glitching he will punch me.he was punching his own face.my beautigul sweet baby has turned into a mentally ill monster.i’ve given up so much cause i loved him, time, money,friends a mercedes!and i still have to let im go cause he’s dangerous.after a while an alcolholic will have these delusions especially if they do drugs too.my fiend told me that her best friend was sleeping with her normally sweet alcoholic boyfriend and he thought she was his assailant&he tried to kill her.he ended up killin himself a week later.i told myself my baby has already died cause i won’t watch him destroy us both anymore.i cry a lot.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• my boyfriend is an alcoholic he is irratic unprdictable
  

  hi!i wonder how you are doing?I too feel like a dumb, invisible girl who takes her her boyfriends crap cuz if his disease.I left him again for the 15th time.i don’t think he’s noticed.he probably found another dumb invible girl to walk over.he started off by promising me the sun&the moon, now i’m a ***** cuz i have a few boundaries.i wish i could forget the good stuff.anyway hope you are doing better than me.I’m sooooo sad.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

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