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Well thank you. I’m not online here anymore, just checking shouts every few days… thanks for wanting to try to get to know me… I think… how are you, esse?

I don’t mean to sound condescending, but can you even tell me what she LOOKED like? I don’t feel anyone’s presence when I’m in bed… not that I have a bed to be in… anyway, I’m sorry, I’m having a hard day and I can’t make myself think if you are seeing someone in my family or not… I never get to see them, not even in my dreams anymore… :(

ok… sorry to sound like a bitch here, but i have one grandmother who’s passed… she’s older than 60-ish… nice try though… either way, yes I need help and I am not going to find it here…
Sorry i sound like an asshole I’m pissed.

Maybe not, but I feel like it and it’s so easy to believe when you’re told it so many times… please tell me more about this lady?

hey esse. i don’t have msn, i have yahoo and aim: yahoo would be something like tmptrss420 and aim is something like tmptrss420666… if you should look me up, remember i’m a bitch and your life would probably be better off without me in it… but if you add me i’ll add you back.