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• (1 vote) Depression
  

  i can totally relate to everything your saying and im really glad you took the time to write such detailed feelings down, because i like you, think too much and analyse too much. and reading certain moods and feelings being explained so close to my own gives me some great unexpected comfort.
  
  i recently read a quote that said; life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain’ i think that makes a lot of sense, even though its way harder to do than to say.
  
  anxiety surrounds everything if your like me and i do yoga, follow Buddhism, eat extraordinarily healthily and read self help books and see a psychiatrist, oh and im on pretty strong meds. lol
  like honestly is there anything else i can do??
  
  i dedicate a large portion of my thinking to helping other people and it is my ultimate goal to make a difference. So what i don’t get is, if im doing all this stuff your meant to do, to lessen the anxiety, distract yourself, why does it follow me everywhere?
  
  its so easy for people to say let the thought go, but like really if it were as simple as siply dismissing the bad thoughts or whatever and letting pure happiness soak in then i think we would be doing that already.
  
  i dont know, im so moody all the time, happy and excited, anxious and negative, gloomy, irritated, stressed, sleepy, all different things all the time. sometimes i think im right on track and very confident and i know myself very well and am proud of how considerate i am, other times i feel complely hopeless like i am the only one in my frame of mind and the world is a heartless place full of awful people who are materialistic, bitchy, shallow ect and i really just want out, i do not want to live if thats what the world has to offer. i just dont fit in, because im sensitive and i care. lol but even writing this my mood is changing and im thinking, oh no thats not true, it sunny outside and there are plenty of good ppl. maybe i am crazy
  
  all i know is i can relate to the way your mind works and i think there are ppl like us here for a reason, sure its hard for us at times, but dont become like everyone else, who lets society distract them and lull them into a normal little existence. theres a reason we think deep and are compasionate, i really believe that.
  
  and all the truly great people have usually stepped from circumstances of great hardship, or unique mental states.
  
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago – voted for by Cosmic Fool

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• What am I going to do?
  

  oh gosh that is so awful, is there anything that you could sell, or a quick job you could do, like housecleaning or something instant to get fast cash.
  
  It really sucks when theres no backup in place to help you, there should be.
  
  do you have friends you could stay with or something??? if i was you i would be turning to the quickest way to make the most money fast, for youve got all this responsibility on your hands and that would be awful. i would sell anything to get you out of the rut.
  
  once you get out of it, i would makesure every little bit spare you have you keep aisde for emergencies so u never need to feel like this again.
  
  dont worry, it will get better.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• Depression
  

  i can totally relate to everything your saying and im really glad you took the time to write such detailed feelings down, because i like you, think too much and analyse too much. and reading certain moods and feelings being explained so close to my own gives me some great unexpected comfort.
  
  i recently read a quote that said; life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain’ i think that makes a lot of sense, even though its way harder to do than to say.
  
  anxiety surrounds everything if your like me and i do yoga, follow Buddhism, eat extraordinarily healthily and read self help books and see a psychiatrist, oh and im on pretty strong meds. lol
  like honestly is there anything else i can do??
  
  i dedicate a large portion of my thinking to helping other people and it is my ultimate goal to make a difference. So what i don’t get is, if im doing all this stuff your meant to do, to lessen the anxiety, distract yourself, why does it follow me everywhere?
  
  its so easy for people to say let the thought go, but like really if it were as simple as siply dismissing the bad thoughts or whatever and letting pure happiness soak in then i think we would be doing that already.
  
  i dont know, im so moody all the time, happy and excited, anxious and negative, gloomy, irritated, stressed, sleepy, all different things all the time. sometimes i think im right on track and very confident and i know myself very well and am proud of how considerate i am, other times i feel complely hopeless like i am the only one in my frame of mind and the world is a heartless place full of awful people who are materialistic, bitchy, shallow ect and i really just want out, i do not want to live if thats what the world has to offer. i just dont fit in, because im sensitive and i care. lol but even writing this my mood is changing and im thinking, oh no thats not true, it sunny outside and there are plenty of good ppl. maybe i am crazy
  
  all i know is i can relate to the way your mind works and i think there are ppl like us here for a reason, sure its hard for us at times, but dont become like everyone else, who lets society distract them and lull them into a normal little existence. theres a reason we think deep and are compasionate, i really believe that.
  
  and all the truly great people have usually stepped from circumstances of great hardship, or unique mental states.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

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