Ah i see, you say you used to be really happy with yourself, even though you lost/gained weight, it didnt change who you are. Always gotta try and remember that, ya know? :) When you were describing yourself in that shout to me, I couldn’t help but think of myself, I’m similiar. Really in this world the only opinion that truly matters is your own. You most likely never lost that self esteem but instead maybe it was just hidden because of the problems you described. For the record, you seem to me a pretty young lady haha. With that said, dont let others people views influence you that much ya know? As long as your happy with yourself, thats all that really matters in my opinion. Any thoughts or comments on any of that, hit me back up.
Hey btw haha :) sorry i was just curious and wanted to see what was up. Thanks for sharing.
Well I used to be really happy with myself, but things got messed up at school and I started behaving bad. I was constantly being punished. That lead to an eating disorder and although I’ve gained all the weight back now, it pretty much killed off any self-esteem I had left and I’ve never gained that back. I’m still the loud, cocky one at school who seems super confident all the time but I do it to hide how shit I feel mostly :/
Hi btw :)
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