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Death is a terrible experience for any human being. I don’t know you wel George, but I pray you make it through. The first thing Satan desires is for one to contemplate suicide to complete the problems that we feel are so great, we can’t bare them. But you kno what hun, our life is not our own, Its the Lords and he has granted us it to be a light upon others. Loosing our companion is going to be tough, because it was very unexpected, but u know what through every hardship, their is a lesson to be learned and a mistake to learn from. You can cry to release, but you know what,u need to. Releasing helps you push out what negative feelings you posses to become a better person. So don’t kill yourself sir, I’m sure your girlfriend would want u to live prosperously, and dwell telling her legacy, and even though it feels asthough she’s abandoned you or just walked out without a warning, u now have this story to tell others, so they can cope when it gets hard. This will be a challenge, but ur life is too precious to waste.. U used to be a heroin addict, and u have overcome it. N eventhough you may have turned back, u see it isn’t helpin because u don’t need it. There is a prominent future ahead of you, that u want to be embrasive to and be open for change. But with every ounce of happiness comes pain and tragedy, to test us, and make us determine do we go through it to gain more knowledge and prove to ourselves that we can make it through anything, or do we give up. The choice is ours, but the right one is to go through it and live from it. I send my condolences even though I don’t know u, and may your girlfriend rest in peace. Just know your life isn’t over, even no was it may feel it is. U can get through this, I know there is a strong character somewhere inside you that will help u make it through. Don’t focus on why she did it, but more on now that she’s gone you will still live representing her love n the things that she’s taught u and what u brought 2 eacthother, to teach to others. I support u bettering ur life, and turning you back on old habits and things that try to keep u in bondage. The first steps to freedom is repeatance until its gained, and altering the mind so that it follows ur commands and you not follow its. Be strong, hold on, better days are here, even when in fear. Hold ya head up. ~Peace~