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still not working. im sorry! i really do want to listen to it but the universe seems to have other plans.
and i do not live in your timezone- so it was four in the morning when you asked my what my “plans for the day” were. lol.

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/defau…

Can you get to there? :)

What are your plans for the day? :)

now you know how i feel staring at my evil computer willing it to play. don’t these machines know it’s dangerous to wave the steak out of the cheetah’s reach?! stupid mac. grumblegrumblegrumble. humph.

LOL I know exactly what you mean. It’s like almost unbelievable how others don’t care so much. It’s really disheartening, because to just hear nice things makes such a difference.

Shame no one finds the time! I want you to hear the track now…. grrrr lol

well maybe they cant hear it. maybe their dads are all insane computer geeks too! did you ever think of that?

i know what you mean about the blood sweat and tears tho. its almost like after working so hard on somthing, and putting so much thought and care into it, it becomes a part of you. like a musical third arm. (ew ew gross mental image sry)
my friends tell me to just not care so much about what others think of my music, but i CANT not care. that’s like asking me to stop caring about my little sister when ppl bully her at school. it isn’t possible.

LOL. No I get incredibly scared. Like on finishing the new song that i put on here, I was incredibly scared to do it. When so much blood sweet and tears go into making something, I guess you just pray everyone Likes it. But no idea, no one has commented on that, so i’m unsure what that means.

Maybe it’s back to the drawing board.

The worst they can do is not like it…

good. positive is good. (quite literally)
i have recently been surrounded with music not of my own making- (im renting a room in the house of a producer who books bands for local shows) and it has made me want to start singing again, as well as write my songs. i’ve never recorded any tho. i get too self concious. not about the singing- singing is like breathing to me- but about my music. i just dont know if anyone will like it! how do you just put your songs out there?! are you like some musical superman?!

Most nights i’m working on something. In the middle of writing/recording an album at the moment, so my days off are spent fairly solidly doing it, and play a bit in the evenings.

I feel fairly positive about things at the moment. :)

its wonderful that you can do that! do you get to play often?

Things i’m passionate for - Vocals, Guitar, Bass and Piano.

Piano is my newest instrument to fall in love with, so still so much to learn.

I play everything that goes into my records, so, if I want a certain sound, or certain instrument, I attempt to learn it if i can get hold of one!

I just try and surround myself in music so much.

i dont- i sing. i played guitar, piano, and every classical string instrument my mother could find but none of them ever clicked. i would be sitting there, playing, and there was just no magic, you know?
what’s yours?

Yeh. That always sucks. But hell, continue with music. Most of my time at the moment is boucing from work over to the Studio.

It’s like, the best way to spend my time, at a time where people don’t give as much of a fuck about me as I may like :) hah.

What instrument do you play?

that’s the same perspective i had! my friends were full of indignation on my behalf, and i was just laughing the whole time.
the only fly in the ointment of life is that i am stuck in a town where i know no one. but ill meet some soon im sure.

That’s exactly what my dads like. An incredibly respected man in the IT industry here, and now owns his own company.

I flunked at school, and did fuck all, got kicked out of my parents, homelsss for a while, managed to blag a crap job in a call centre, started renting my first house at 16, lol, then just started learning IT stuff, and eventually managed to blag a half decent job (which i’m supposed to be doing right now as i’m sat in my works office writing this lol).

Sounds overly dramatic, but it’s not, t’was a right laugh on the way. =)

Hah.

So!

tmi?!