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Hey sorry I had to go.
But you where suddenly offline and I waited for more then 15 minutes still you didnt come (after I got kicked from the internet I know, my internet just sucks) I hope you feel better now and I hope you slept well. I’ll wait today for you until you can come online.

See you hopefully soon!

…What happened?
Have to go in 10 minutes, I wish you a nice day and sleep well.

hey i have to go offline now, tell me what happened I will write you back in 8 hours. Sleep well and take care.

Yeah, just try it. I’ll wait for what happened anyway, you are not alone facing this.

…i understand you but later you’ll regret it. You already have a ‘no’ it can only get better!

yeah, ill wait, fill me in what happened

Oh I didnt know that! Then call right now, yes. Dont waste anymore time! *hopes for you*

No maybe 5 minutes later, because right when she gets off maybe she’ll be stressed, getting her stuff and that.

I’ll hope that she’ll give it to you.

maybe 10 minutes after 7?
And well it is worth a try I think.

Well i think it isnt a bad idea, you wouldnt have to face her face to face but I am not sure if she’ll give you her adress. But I think its a good idea to try it.

Yeah I guessed that… after all you do like her. I wish you could use msn or this, then it would be better to talk, maybe I could keep your mind busy. (Do you have any chat programm on this computer? Maybe I could download yahoo, my coputer is already hald-dead so this couldnt be such a problem either.)
My oh my, I am so happy that I never was in Love. But anyhow that is not of importance right now.
Yeah, I suppose you will. I want to tell you ‘but with time it will get better’ and ‘the pain will stop’ but I dont think you want to hear this right now. Try to keep your mind busy somehow. this is the best thing to do. Listen to music or write something down, go for a walk maybe?
Wish I could help you somehow.

Well, yeah about the car that is really annoying.
Hm, I dont know your apartment/house or what place you live in but with the things you have, you can do, its better if yuo try to make it as nice as possible. And yeah, we will talk :)
Anyhow, when are you able to go home? How is the situation right now?

Yeah I think this is really something good. And while you dont see her you should make your time as enjoyable as you can. Do things you like, do things for yourself.

I think she does like you but she seems not to know how bad she hurts you.
I would give her this last chance on telling you at least some details, why she cant be seen with you, why she cant get your number and this stuff. If she doesnt… then I doubt that there can start any relationship which would make you happy.
And if that’s the case you should try to get away from her, she will cause you nothing but pain.

Oh, okay I didnt know that.
So… first when will you come home?

And now I’ll just write here.

First of all it was really sweet what she did on saturday, and well i can kind of understand her about this ‘I’ll be old’ thing but your response was really wonderful. (thumbs up)
About sunday…
well to be honest I dont understand this woman exactly here. She seemed that she’d love it to go to lunch with you and then she says something like that.
Either way she forgot a moment about this or I cant explain it to myself.
Its just that I am now absolutely sure that it is because of her husband. Really, I dont think that this is just theoretically anymore, in my eyes its absolutely obvious.
Anyhow, I dont really know why she cant even go out with you for lunch, the possibility that her husband would find out isnt that high, is it?
Do you know anything about this man? Like where he works?

I cant get it out of my head, I think she does like you but this seems to be more than comlicated.
In my eyes you should try to ask her about what the ***** (sorry but really! When she never says something clear it is so unfair to you!) is going on. When she likes you why cant she go out with you? Her relationship with her husband.
She is hurting you so bad, you dont deserve this. She shall tell you already some details about everything, so that you at least know what is going on.

I think she does not want to loose you and she likes you but you cant always be the one to swallow all the pain.
When you get a moment (and you think you can really talk to her, and be commanding a little even if she looks hurt) then ask her with a little force some questions. I do not support brutal actions or something like that but its mean if she doesnt tell you anything.
You deserve to know.

(hugs) I cant make you feel better, but this is the only thing I can say.

Yeah I am, sorry it takes some time. By the way where are you?

Hey, I’d be online right now,(came just back) can you come online in MSN? We can talk easier there.

Hey, I read what happened but I have to go off now, my train comes in 15 minutes.
Until then Try not to worry too much, read a book eat some chocolate.
(Hugs)

Really? Argh, I wish I could have been online when you came back!
I am so eager to know what happened!

You already have it? I got you on my list.

Okay, thank you very much. Tell me your name and I will add you right away.

Oh, well I have MSN and ICQ. My computer is old so I dont know if he can take another programm. But if you havent MSN or ICQ I will see what I can do. Because your right, I prefer such programms too

Yeah! I already saw it, Im glad it worked.

I sent one. *curious if it worked*

I’ll just try it

Well the problem is we cant show our e-mails. On my profile page I made it able for you to see my e-mail, can you?

Hm, its the only thing I could think off. But yeah, better try to see how she reacts anyway. I made my e-mail visible for you, do you mind if we talk over e-mail?

Well, something like that. Where I life mobile phones (she wouldnt need one with many effects) is pretty cheap. The only thing she’d need to buy would be the credit for the talking. (Dont know how to call it)
She could leave it somewhere or such. I dont know if thats possible but it is a nice idea, I guess. What do you think about it?

Hm… Yeah. I hope it too for you.
Well you have some hours you work together, there sure will be a moment where you two are alone.
And have you thought about a second mobile phone maybe? One she just wouldnt take home or so?

Good. Yeah I believe you, but if we get the theory ‘her husband is controlling’ out, then I think she’ll talk her way out of this. I know this personally, just the other way around, my brother was not allowed to have any contact with females, nor mobile numbers etc. (I really cant understand the taste my brother has in woman. But well.)

But I would try it, yes. And if she really declines, which I hope she wont, then ask her why, dont let go of the matter. (I think you know that but well)

Thank you, but no. I like it anyhow when I see the sunrise, and this is just 2 hours away. But thanks anyway, thoughtful of you. :)

And thanks for the information! I’ll wait until you write back.

I’ll cheer for you. I believe you. But well, I’ve got no idea how this will happen.
Not really… do you want to get rest or something?

Yeah… you an just wait and try to get to know more about her. Try to enjoy the time (I bet you’ll do)with her more than worry. I know, its easy said.

Its 02:44 in the night here… and by you?

…oh my god. Thats really amazing. But brave of you to do that! I mean its not bad if you talked about nothing serious, but at the end, that was really courageous. And good.
She didnt flinsh, she didnt go away or pushed your arm off. Man! You are sure right with your feeling that she loves you too.
This is so nice, I feel so happy for you! I wish I could have been there, congrats to you!

Yes I am. What happened?

Hey I would be back now!
Im really sorry, I wouldnt have left…
But well, if your already gone, then I wish you a good time.
And yeah, we’ll talk about everything tomorrow… but tomorrow I have off of work, I’ll wait a little longer than normally for you. Maybe then we both have time.
Take care.

Uh, I have to go for 20 minutes, sorry.

You really are optimistic about that, thats glad. On this website are so many depressed people who lost hope i’m so glad to see you even motivated. And thats the best you can do.
Tell me what happened, I am already curious about it!
Hm, well, go on my profile page, I’ll let you see my adress, then we can talk about my age. But first, guess my age, wont you?
(and thank you, I am really flattered, you are a nice person. And well the answer to why I am so secretive about my age… I’ll tell you in private - means per e-mail, if thats fine with you.)

I, I think that falling for someone older isnt that bad, and well your right, its just about the feelings, the rest is not important.
And yes, if I’d just one happy day wuold have post you ‘Hey, your going to fall for a married 15 year older woman’… I think youd just laugh at me.
But well. Even if right now its not too bright, I think you are happy to love her.

…Just wow. I mean, that never happened to me before but if its like that, thats beautiful. This is really something special and I dont think of this as ‘nonsense’ or so.
I so hope for you to come together, I know this sounds corny but i really do.

One last question for today about her, how old is she?

Thank you, thats something I can work with.
So, it was nearly love on first sight, wasnt it? And I think you’ve got an eye fetish, could this be?
Anyhow… I wish I could talk with her. Then I could talk with her about her husband one day maybe. You got me quite interested in this woman and your relationship.

I dont know how high 5′5 is (maybe you can tell me in centimeter?) but it seems that she’s a very nice woman.
(It was a wise choice to divorce from this drunk. ) But she doesnt talk much about her momentary husband okay.. thanks for the information, I was already very interested.
I am curious too about how this happened.. I mean how long do you two work together already and did you have had a special moment when you just knew ‘Oops, I fell for her’? (Or something like that. And if you dont want to tell me its okay!)

The power of love… its really something, isnt it?
And then I absolutely do not think that she didnt tease you.
Do you want to tell me more about her?

Okay…
Well. You say she is a nice woman, so I really doubt that. Because you told her what you feel and if she’s teasing you then its just unfair and painful for you. No ‘nice’ woman plays in such a matter, because normally they know that such things can hurt.

Anyhow, I think she was just happy that you didnt avoid her. And, did she grin, or did she smile at you? Theres a difference but I thin you know that.

So it was that, I am happy for you. Well I can imagine it pretty well, a honest and wonderful smile. I think this should encourage you, when the next time you two are alone, to ask her what bothered her.
Or do you have a new idea of approaching her?

Oh, I could, cant and never will like math. I envy you.
Anyhow, I prefer english over everything (with art).
Hm, but anyhow it wasnt a bad silence, you two taked at least.
And what you couldnt do yesterday you may do the next time.
And your ‘conversation’ seems pretty funny even if I can just guess why she was smiling.
Either way she just thought of something happy, or she was happy that you didnt avoid her like last time. Thats all that I can think of.

But well its nice that she isnt angry or hurt because the day before.
Anyhow, what do YOU think of this?

Oh and by the way, which class do you like most? Math, english or something else?

Well, this is already something after all… and actor is really an intersting and wonderful job.
When you’r all famous you have to send me an autogramm, yeah?
And I’ll wish you all luck during your work, I’ll think of you. Tell me what happened then!
Take care Denz, have a nice day.

Okay, thanks for the explanation. College, what do you study?

Oh, well yes that sounds kind of logic.
Sorry to bother you with all this question stuff.
But well, when do you have to go to work? And what do you mean the days before mit you have to go to ‘class’? I know the school system is different but… well. Just curious.