candp's shout trail with Elderly Yeti. - Help.com

It’s not a matter of whether I can make it or not, but how much of it has been given. Sigh.

Thank you. Take care, Carol and Paul.

YOU CAN DO IT. I won’t take up any more your time tonight. Carol

Hello, Carol.

Homework’s terrible. It is now 1:20am and I am still up for tomorrow’s assignments.
Love life is excellent, and getting better daily.

Hi Itai, How is life treating you these days?

Carol

Thank you… I have come a long way, but I feel as though a rather large part of the population can tell unless they see my hand around the waist of some person. And even then there are few who even know I had accepted being a lone wolf at some point.

Sigh. Does it make a difference, when that lung cancer was terminal in the first place…?

^_^ It’s alright, you don’t have to report to me, I just think it’s a good read. Like I think of your advice at times.

Itai, I’ll wager that your mom and dad are sensing the changes you have been making in yourself lately. I know I am quite impressed, as I am sure they must be.

I am sorry I did not know about gf’s grandma. I wish her and her family all the strength they will need to experience this leg of their journey’s.

I will take at look at Mr. Linuxya’s post in a few moments, and then I will get back to you on it.

Carol

Mr. Linuxya has made another post, it is
http://help.com/post/329715-the-probl…
if you have some time to read it.
It’s so basic it’s usually overlooked, I think. Like using math without proving it works first.

Yep, life is a handful at times, innit. ^_^

I’ve been fine. Yes, quite fine… better than fine in a way. I mean, I probably shouldn’t be relaxed, this week is the beginning of the 2nd half of the 1st semester… leaving me 1.5 semesters till the end. And I have been doing very little more work than that I have to present. Like I always did. But for the first time, I feel as though my father doesn’t completely disapprove of my laziness. Maybe it’s because I have a really good reason now…

Very well, I think. I mean, her grandmother’s lung cancer has spread to her brain, so she went to visit her just the other day. But she seems to be fine, so if she’s not worried, I’m not *too* worried either. She’s also been able to get her hands on a camera on that visit, and she’s asked her uncle to develop the photos, I think he agreed, she should have them this week, maybe… Should I be excited? I mean, it’s only a photo, even if it’s a piece of the puzzle making the person. On the most recent news, she hasn’t shown up since Wednesday due to Thanksgiving. Oh, at least it’s behind me already. Just gotta go through Sunday.

Hi Itai, We had some fun and were also quite busy with life. How have you been? How is Miss Girlfriend doing? Carol

Oho. Welcome back. Did you have fun on your time off?

Correction on that. ^_^

And again I say, seems to. Still investigating.

Were you given your mod powers by helpmod?

If so, you should be careful as they seem to have begun demodding based on activity.

Itai, my hope is that by this time next year we all would have found a way to put our perceived differences to rest and you will not have to fight anyone. Nighty night.

Carol

Nighty night.

Oh, no, probably not. I won’t fight to defend myself. My family, my friends, my love. Only for them I shall fight.

OH, I get it now. Maybe this training will come in handy next year?

“Did you only study Judo?”.

After changing what question?

Judo.

And yes. Well, after changing the question.

Did you only study karate?

Nope, blue. To be able to get brown or above, you need fighting experience. I quit competing quite early on though.

Are you Black Belt?

Oh, yes, I’ve had almost 8 years of martial arts training, and that’s enough for the rest of my life. Don’t want to hurt anybody anymore.

Paul looked it up Wikipedia. Lots more interesting info on the name there. Take a look. lol! are you sure you would not like to be the second one?

Carol

I don’t think it’s just their preserving nature after the Holocaust, I have a feeling this is how names come, by recycling old ones.

My father’s just really into geneology. It’s a shame he’s not the keeper of the book, as he’s the younger son… his brother may know more about “famous” friends, but he’s much more into the history.

o.O Didn’t know that. Well, I definitely do not intend to be the second one! Uh, not that I could anyway.

Paul just looked it up and found it. Interesting history. There is also a Japanese sumo wrestler named Itai, fyi.

Carol

“Itai” is a rather popular name in Israel nowadays.

It’s spelled איתי, if you have a Hebrew language pack.

Hmm… it was alright, aside from the incredibly large homework assignment they dumped on us today.

Oh, I wasn’t given a Japanese name. There was a person called Itai in the bible, and I was named after a certain great-grandfather, a shortened version of a Polish name.

That’s what I was thinking. Thanks for being here, then!

Let’s leave it at that then. ^_^

Hi Itai, My day was great. How was yours?

Paul feels this may not be your real name because it means “It hurts” in Japanese and you are from Israel, so it would unusual for your parents to have given you a Japanese, sad name. Only you know if this could be true.

As far as Dani goes it was a misjudgment on your part and at this point in time, it would be best to just forget the past, let it go, and come here to enjoy interacting with your friends and continue working on developing your empathy. That would be much more beneficial for you and you already know that I am here to help you learn this.

Not quite sure what you are thanking me for. Care to share?

Carol

Hello.
How was your day?

Does mr. Paul not know my real name?

I think I’ve wrongly accused Dani.
She shouted the girl saying she shouted me, and that girl followed through those trails back to me.
But the phrase “because he watches my shouts” still feels rather suspicious, perhaps she’s done it in other cases.

But no matter. I saw what you did, so I’m thankful for that.

I’ve sent you an email.

Nothing about the mailman. I meant that I think you told me what you two work at, but I probably forgot.

Very strange. Your last shout from 7 hrs ago just came to my shout box. Not quite sure what you are asking about us and the mailman.

I think my memory just betrayed me with the mailman. What do you and Paul work at again?

Okey Dokey, Itai

I don’t have the luxury of practice time, Carol. This is the final stand, so I’ll use the force appropriate of a final stand.

Practice with yourself beforehand. This can help you conquer anything in your life if you can learn this about yourself. Play with it. It’s fun to see how much we really control every moment of our inner existence, whether we realize it, or not.

We’ll have to see about that. Next week I should get to know the monster I’m facing better.

Itai, resent it, and you will feel anxious and negative. Look forward to the challenge and you will feel excitement and positive. Try it out and see the shift you can create within.

Yes, and it’s the most filled one so far.

Expanding the thought process is great, but making a mathematical model of it? And solving it numerically? Bleh.

Is this your last year in Uni? In the US we go from 18 - 21 yrs, for a Bachelor Degree. It will be fun for you to expand your thought processes and rise to the challenge. YOU CAN DO IT! Carol

Most avatars it just turns to an “error” picture, but it scrambles some pictures the longer I’m online on helpcom.

Does google chrome scramble all avatars?

I have to do it at home over this year. I’m not getting paid by the company that wants the model, nor do I have any interaction with it. I choose the kind of work I want, and from there on I have the proper lecturer assigned, and they guide me through the process of making the model (and interacts with the company).

Are you going to actually be going to a job, or doing the project at Uni. Have no fear either way, Itai, YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
Carol

Oh, dear. Now your avatar’s changed to that of the guy with the elf ears.
I think I’ll just go back to using FF.

Very well.

Ah, today was a sad day at the university. An unbelievably miserable day. The day I found out I cannot receive a degree by just sitting in class all day… I have to start working, for real.

This mandatory course requires that I hand in a written work about a mathematical model of some real-life problem. I have to develop the model AND program it, which makes this the closest thing I’ll have to a “finale”. Ah, woe me.

Two different accounts, ISP’s, user numbers, and length of membership. Can’t explain why they get scrambled. If you notice any activity that should not be happening let me know. Lots of strange things going on these last few days.

Do good in Uni today. Carol

http://help.com/user/129227-hokiefan24
There, she had this guy’s avatar for some reason!