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excellent lol “sod your son abraham..” “ok lord..” ty for the reply. jesus and buddha are the two guys i actually know a little about, that was good.

yes, a bit :)

no, i need to warm up. i don’t actually feel like talking. thanks for replying tho.

oh, it’s ok, just a rant i suppose. i’m just cold and feeling quite miserable. i don’t know why. thanks

ok, thanks for saying :)

[quote 1_Hyu-Hinata_1][quote frette]i’ve been mixing up random chemicals, to try and make sleeping juice, it’s no use, but potion making, there’s an idea to produce weird effects. play with fire.. safely. sorry, if that’s a bad suggestion.. :s[/quote]thats..thats terrible[/quote]

i’ve been mixing up random chemicals, to try and make sleeping juice, it’s no use, but potion making, there’s an idea to produce weird effects. play with fire.. safely. sorry, if that’s a bad suggestion.. :s

i thought it meant people think that ur stuck dwelling on the past when they look at u and it’s their way of saying “it’s possible to get a life where you’re not sad and don’t have sad memories of your ex”. personally, i feel quite offended when it’s been said to me, it makes me feel like crap, like they think i’ve not wanted to get over someone i loved that i can’t be with, or like i’ve gone to know effort. tho it’s still nice to know that someone has taken notice of my situation by saying “move on”, so guess it also means their thinking of you

thankyou, i suppose there’s only so much that can be done right now, i only have so much to think about and it’s mostly bad thoughts that are disturbing and unhelpful and it’s me that has to change. but i do still have a sense that things could get better, i just feel so negative and low :| but thanks.

i’m frightened of the future, and it feels like noobody cares about me and i don’t care. it’s an ugly situation :|

i made seven suicide attempts over the past year because i had whacky ideas thinking my life was soo awful and it wasn’t as bad as it is now. i think i’m brain damaged. i’ve been in a mental hospital for a month and they messed me up more with drugs. i just have a general thing about me that makes people really irritated where i go and i struggle to breathe right. i feel bad.

if i could, if it were up to me, i’d put you to sleep forever, sorry to hear that you’ve been broken so badly..

ah, hard luck, that’s the situation i’m in too. i’m dead but awake. so my answer is to try as hard as possible to put myself to sleep forever. i’ve searched for chemicals on ebay hoping to get something that would put me to sleep peacefully forever, but no luck. just have to wait longer and bear the suffering until it gets so bad that i force myself to break or die of old age, which will be such a long time. so. ****.

guys are better, we invented more stuff

lol thanks, i wasn’t sure if it would read ok

if it was possible for a person to go back in time while others remained at their present, i think a lot of memory erasing would be involved with those who knew the future or present person that got sent back. and then in all time planes of that person’s life that got sent back, that person would change accordingly in each time plane so that their body and mind matched the effects of the willful decisions of the past person that they were and are. it seems possible but i think ironically, noone would notice a thing and think they were just in the present like nothing had been altered in the past or future. but i don’t think there is anything to worry about, if you figure you’ve ever gone back in time, i’d love to hear your story :) goodluck