Mini-Profile
Well, im 20/m I live in wildomar, ca and have had my share of life even though I know there is still more to come I have lots of experience in the “Relationship” area as well as “Suicide.” I in know way think that I can solve your depression but I can be a friend and talk to you about it. In truth thoughs that feel suicidal should seek help from a therapist. I myself see one and have been since I was rather young I have in a sense over come most of my depression, but I realize that relapses are very easy when it comes to this condition that doesn’t mean be fearful and think that you can never over come it, they have medication to help boost that which we lack. You just need to go with your parents and or legal guardians to the proper people that can listen to you and prescribe you the appropriate medication, but understand that if I can help you in anyway possible I will. As for relationships I have a very in depth mind that goes into very analytical, logical, realistic, and yet somewhat out there kind of thinking. I know a lot about both sides of the relationships I am considered by thoughs that know me well as a one of a kind, kind of guy. I don’t mean to brag, but I do want to let you know your in good hands, but also don’t hesitate to speak to your parents they know a ton when I was younger and even know sometimes I ask for her advice on life, relationships, and depression so don’t get this mindset that your parents don’t understand they just explain things in a different manner to help protect you. Understand that this doesn’t mean I cant or wont try to assist you in anyway I can, but at times I will suggest for you to talk to your parents because they are key people in your life you do tend to have there genetic you should always ask them at least once if depression runs on there side of the family if you start feeling depressed because they may have a good idea of what your going threw. So don’t be quick to judge them before taking the time to ask them.
Well a little more about me would be I am more into the “goth” genre I dont always dress out, but I have the mind of a true goth I have very dark thoughts that I share with only one person in my life, however you shouldn’t limit yourself if they bother you or scare you, you should tell someone who can help you understand and get rid of them. I have had them for a very long time and have come to terms with them so they no longer bother me, but it takes a long time and it can be a very tough thing to come to an understanding on your own. I listen to music it is pretty much a huge part of my life, some great bands in my opinion are blue october, bring me the horizon, avenged seven fold, hinder, The last confession, Disturbed, Slipknot, and so many others. I love talking about music so if your into music be sure to let me know. =) lol Also in my life I have this girl we aren’t dating but I am in love with her and she knows this. As we all know life does have pain in it and we cant try to hide ourselves from it nor can we always have what we want we are currently best friends and she is dating this other guy. The situation is apart of my depression, however I refuse to hide from that which I cant have if things dont happen its for a reason and life will go on. Time may or may not heal all pain, but when you feel true love do your best not to let it pass you by, but at the same time try your hardest to not let it consume you. If you ever want to talk or ask me my opinion on what love is go right ahead just be prepared for a long talk lol.
Oh and just to let everyone know that reads this I was suicidal at a point in my life, however through experience I have realized nothing is worth dying over. Though I will admit I would die for her. Dont ever get to that point with a girl there is no turning back. I myself may not regret it, but its best for all of you to avoid it because if you have serious relationship depression it could really hurt you so be very careful.
Where did you grow up?
Orange County, Ca
Where do you live now?
Wildomar, Ca
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
Highschool Diploma
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
English, Math
What's your favorite sport or sports?
N/A
What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
BlockBuster, Hollywood video, Accountant, Plumber, Web Design
What hobbies are you into?
N/A
What causes are you concerned about today?
The youth
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
Satanism