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that’s really well written

yeah…

my main problem is just that most of my problems are only temporary, yet they have a big effect on me. i panic over little things like how i’m going to act on school trips (i usually get all nervous and say the wrong things), but once these are finished i’m fine until there’s another big event.

i wouldn’t want to go to a counsellor or something, and then see them the next week and everything would be alright - my problems are very on/off most of the time

but still, thanks for the advice everyone, hopefully one day i’ll be able to talk to someone =]

i think telling someone would be the best idea, but i just don’t feel comfortable discussing my issues with people, especially teachers in school and stuff/councellors from school. the next two years are really important for me (exam years), and i don’t want to spend them going to counselling and getting “help”. i think i’m developing anxiety though, i just don’t want to admit it to myself.

by the way, this is off-topic, but does anyone know if you can change your age on this website? i typed in the wrong year by accident, and it said something about banning if you put the wrong age =S

i do usually wait it out, but then the feeling just comes back =[

the problem with my mum is that she wants to believe that everything about me is fine. when she first saw my wrist she was all like “oh, hide them. we don’t want the school getting you a child psychologist or something”.

and, being honest, i don’t want therapy because i want to try and get through this without too much hassle. but i don’t feel comfortable talking to other people about how i’m feeling, although i know i should =\.

i’m so awkward… =[ lol

i have that problem

the best thing to remember is that whilst you worry about how you think you’re not normal, everyone else is thinking the same about themselves, and are too focused on themselves to notice anything about anyone else!

next time you go out, take a deep breath and look around - everyone’s too wrapped up in themselves to notice any different (although i’m sure you’re fine =] )

i don’t know how else to make myself feel better, though

thanks for the speedy replies btw, wasn’t expecting so many! (only registered here like 20 mins ago lol)