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• I need help. posted (1 year, 1 month) ago
  I need to know how to kill myself in the least messyyy wayyy. I don’t want to leave a big pool…

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• I need help.
  

  yeah- i’ve told her.
  but she says she has to.
  - written 1 year, 1 month ago

• I need help.
  

  i dont know.
  
  :/
  
  i makes me nervous how she writes stuff down after i explain something to her.
  - written 1 year, 1 month ago

• I need help.
  

  [quote miss_enigma]You have to talk to your therapist for them to help you hun. You are depressed for a reason and you need to get into that to get beyond this depression.
  
  Are you able to vent some of your thoughts and emotions through poetry? May be worth giving it a go. Wow, you have many talents, likely a sensitive soul too, a blessing and a curse sometimes but it will balance out and you will learn to find the positives in life.
  
  Who could possibly love those animals as much as you?
  
  You can only control yourself, if your depression depresses others it’s only because they choose to let it effect them that way. You are only responsible for your emotions.
  
  Seaslight has given you some great suggestions too.[/quote]
  
  i dont reallyyy trust her.
  my therapist…
  - written 1 year, 1 month ago

• I need help.
  

  [quote seas light]http://teenadvice.about.com/gi/dynamic/offsite.htm?zi=1/XJ/Ya&sdn=teenadvice&cdn=people&tm=18&f=10&tt=14&bt=0&bts=0&zu=http%3A//www.girlsandboystown.org/hotline/index.asp Try to be your own best friend. You can talk to a school counselor or get involved in a school activity , something you’ve never done before. challenge yourself. You might be pleasantly surprise how well you adjust to it, and meet some new friends in the process. Some medications may actually work the opposite, giving the patient suicidal thoughts. Ask for a med. change, tell your parents, as this may be all you need to be yourself again.You weren’t responsible one bit for this rape. You were the victimized. I hope that party is in jail where they belong. You can overcome this with support from other rape victims etc. You deserve to live child and we will always be here to give you hope and comfort anytime you need it. please re-think this. Throw yourself in your music ,dance and other forms of self expression. This will help you also. I will pray for you. There is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel (((((HUGS)))))[/quote]
  
  
  i’ve never told my parents about the rape. thast a good suggestion about the school stuff.
  but i’ve done that before.
  i was a cheerleader for 3 years at a competition cheer gym and 2 years for my high school.
  i am in the green earth club at my school and I have alot of friends…
  i just think they dont liek me.
  - written 1 year, 1 month ago

• I need help.
  

  [quote miss_enigma]
  
  Being raped is a horrible thing, I’m so sorry you had to experience that and so many times.
  
  You can’t say no because you don’t value yourself enough to have boundaries. Have you talked to a therapist? They can help you with that more than any meds could.
  
  Life hurts, it’s bound to happen. You say you have nothing to live for, don’t you have any interests? Writing? Music? Pets? I ask because I believe we all have gifts and something to share with the world.[/quote]
  
  i have a therapist.
  but i dont like to talk to her though.
  i write poetry and music.
  i sing and i am a dancer and a gymnast.
  and i have 5 pets.
  and i love them very much.
  but…
  its just, i feel like i affect peoples lives and depress them becasue im so depressed.
  - written 1 year, 1 month ago

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