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• I just need to cry out loud….loud, loud, loud. posted (2 months, 3 weeks) ago
  I want to shout my heart out…. oh god!!! Please save my soul… Please…Please Please…

• urgent…need suggestions quick posted (5 months, 2 weeks) ago
  hi…its been more then six mnths nw..so hw r u all there… im in great need of help……

• im tryin hard to start again posted (1 year) ago
  past few days…worst of my life my best frnd(my ex)….left me, isnt pickin my phne my curr…

• [Valediction to Life] posted (1 year) ago
  FAREWEL ye guilded follies, pleasing troubles, Farewel ye honour’d rags, ye glorious bubbl…

• What shud i do with this guy? posted (1 year) ago
  ? its a long story which started 15 years back…we used to live on rent at a place, i was abt 1…

• im dying, im going to kill myself right now! posted (1 year) ago
  !!…

• im living a worst case scenario here…. posted (1 year) ago
  i feel like killing myself every now and then, i know everyone wud say u need to live and love life …

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• I just need to cry out loud….loud, loud, loud.
  

  [quote yassengregorovich]
  On the risk of sounding cliche, I know how you feel. Well, actually I don’t because I’m not you. And I’m probably very lucky not to have to experience your pain right now. But let me tell you that I’ve had similar thoughts at times. And I believe that no matter what, there’s always something that you can learn from the negative things going on around you and in you. No matter what there’ll always be a tiny ray of light shining through the blackness, emptiness, purposelessness and pains of life. Even after you’ve failed 100 times to change your situation.
  
  I don’t know what your problems are and probably don’t have a very good solution for them. But I am very sure that there are people that love you dearly that would be extremely disappointed if you left this world forever.
  
  No matter what happens, don’t give up. Don’t. Even after the one millionth try. Hold on.
  
  [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVq-MU7ojVY[/youtube][/quote]
  
  Sorry but this rather sounds cliche…doesn’t it??
  And the problem is no one here loves me …i don’t have a single person to trust upon or call my own. Cause no one’s willing to understand what i think. I don’t want people to follow me…but atleast show a little respect to what i have for them and what i feel. But true you can’t understand cause you’re not me…but thanks for your kind words… i really appreciate whatever you wrote :)
  - written 2 months, 3 weeks ago

• I just need to cry out loud….loud, loud, loud.
  

  [quote Love_Life]i think you need some “me” time. Go on a short vacation, something that is close to nature…like mountains? beach? just take a vacation alone and everything will be fine.[/quote]
  
  yeah …really thinking of running out of my home…but lots of things keep holding me back…but probably i will break the chains one day….
  - written 2 months, 3 weeks ago

• Why would humans not accept a perfect world?
  

  :D…imagine a situation where a guy hits you on the road…(don’t think why he hits you :P)…and you’re bleeding…you don’t know why he hit you again…but he still keeps hitting you…what is that you’ll choose to do?
  So its not a choice…whatever you’ll do will be a reaction of what the other person does to you…Similarly when facing issues of life people (being genetically different) with different temperaments react different. Some confine to peace where others don’t.
  - written 2 months, 3 weeks ago

• I just need to cry out loud….loud, loud, loud.
  

  [quote kildarsea]don’t feel forced to take this advice…
  
  stop trying. the only way we can be free is when we have lost everything. let go of all attachment. of all hope. perhaps stop grasping at a failed attempt. have a rebirth of the soul. begin anew.
  
  just thoughts.[/quote]
  
  thanks!!! that’s exactly what i am thinking…but again i am caught up so much here among my family and all that my breath chocks…i have tried to start a fresh but i have lost so much strength in these tries…i am just tried…i don’t go out of home…not even for my classes. All my interests have died…Just don’t know how and where to start. And again no one at my home supports me.
  
  I really don’t want my family, friends and all around me…I want to get lost for about an year or so…somewhere close to nature…Just me with me. But these walls around me…they don’t let me.
  - written 2 months, 3 weeks ago

• Why would humans not accept a perfect world?
  

  i don’t know but the very word Perfect..(in my very opinion)…is not perfect in itself!! cause there’s no perfect definition of perfect :P…yeah but i do understand what you’re trying to convey here….
  After all no one in this whole world wants to be bad…do you think anyone does??
  only situations (created by us again) drag us into the choice of good or bad.
  - written 2 months, 3 weeks ago

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