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Ya he does..
I am way to nice though for my own good..
I would helped out someone i cared about before myself.. im always last

He gets mad at you for being nice? :/

shit i keep leaving myself shouts!!

I am so sorry..
Im such a nice person and i give and give and forgive and forgive time after time with alot of people im stupid like that..

the guy we have been talking about has a twin brother and he gets so mad at me sometimes because i am always nice and he hates how ppl treate me sometimes…

I trusted that person with everything I had for a very long time. Over and over they let me down again in a very hurtful way… and every time I forgave them. Our relationship wasn’t abusive or anything, but in the end, because of what they did, I just couldn’t see them as a friend anymore. I just couldn’t forgive them.

I knw.. I want to have an relationship with him so bad and i want to trust him with everything i have.. bt i just dont know if i can..

When i found out that i had cancer.. he was the very first person i told. I told him before my family and before my boyfriend…

I understand completely..

I dont know.. everytime i would see him before we started talking it would just kill me!! and i would cry so hard on the inside..

In the end, it all matters if you really do forgive him. And if you do still think of him as a friend. If you think you can handle a relationship with that person that they are now. Knowing full-well that they may do the exact thing over again.

I really, really do miss them more than anything… but I don’t forgive them. And I’m honestly not sure I ever will. I don’t know what I’d do if I ever saw them again… I’d just go insane.

He literally did break my heart into pices.. im still not over it.. I still hurt everytime i see him.. Like i so badly want him back in my life but I dont know if its worth all the pain that im going through.. I just dont know wat to do anymore…

Should i stay or go.. i just dont know..

I had a friend like yours whom I loved very dearly. I was just so happy to be around them. Then, like yours… they just left one day, no explanation, without speaking to me for months. My heart was completely broken. They were the only one I could trust. Eventually, several months later… I started talking to them again. But it was tearing part of me apart. They didn’t just ignore me, they did some other pretty bad things in their absence. And I just…

Even today I miss them very much. But the things they did no friend would ever do. I used to miss them every day, but now, I just… hate them.

Thanks..

I saw him again yesterday and he just excepts us to jump right back into our old friendship like nothing happened.. I just cant..

Of course you know that. You know how hard life can be.

…I hope you’re right, too.

Thanks..

Like i knw it doesnt fix everything..
I knw that we will never have the same kind of relationship like we used to have.. that still makes me sad.. but atleast hes back in my life right?? im right i hope.. I just cant be hurt again.. im so scared honestly..

… Just stick with him, okay? I’ve been in something like your situation. Of course, I won’t claim to understand or relate to everything… But just because you forgive eachother doesn’t mean it fixes everything that happened. Just because you don’t want to love eachother doesn’t mean it won’t happen.

Just be careful. Maybe you’ll have better luck than I. You certainly deserve a break.

Like i feel kinda weird..
But really theres no tention..

He told me that he missed me so much and that he was just mad..

O i missed him alot alot.. but it was a little akward.. bt i guess in time it will get better..

Really? There’s no tension between you two or anything now?

So the greatest thing happened this weekend.. well it might not be that great to anyone but me but i thought i would tell you..

My ex best friend started talking to me on friday!! I was at his house and we started drinking and we made up all the tears and achol… man i really missed him…