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Oh, I just assumed he was an adult what with being a doctor and all..
Haha, didn’t look through his posts, because I have no interest in him or his opinions. But I guess that does explain a little bit why he talks like a stupid little jerk with self-esteem problems. He’s all hormonal and that. Bless.

indeed.

you seem to have made several mistakes, them being

1. People without friends are superior to people with friends

2. I actively sought that post out

3. Bella a perfectly normal person

Please refrain from talking to me anymore. I don’t much care to be verbally accosted by simpletons.

actually, im fashinably late. i know youre a part of her circlejerk, so you can just stay the hell away from me.

Ya he does..
I am way to nice though for my own good..
I would helped out someone i cared about before myself.. im always last

shit i keep leaving myself shouts!!

I am so sorry..
Im such a nice person and i give and give and forgive and forgive time after time with alot of people im stupid like that..

the guy we have been talking about has a twin brother and he gets so mad at me sometimes because i am always nice and he hates how ppl treate me sometimes…

I trusted that person with everything I had for a very long time. Over and over they let me down again in a very hurtful way… and every time I forgave them. Our relationship wasn’t abusive or anything, but in the end, because of what they did, I just couldn’t see them as a friend anymore. I just couldn’t forgive them.

I knw.. I want to have an relationship with him so bad and i want to trust him with everything i have.. bt i just dont know if i can..

When i found out that i had cancer.. he was the very first person i told. I told him before my family and before my boyfriend…

I understand completely..

I dont know.. everytime i would see him before we started talking it would just kill me!! and i would cry so hard on the inside..

He literally did break my heart into pices.. im still not over it.. I still hurt everytime i see him.. Like i so badly want him back in my life but I dont know if its worth all the pain that im going through.. I just dont know wat to do anymore…

Should i stay or go.. i just dont know..

Thanks..

I saw him again yesterday and he just excepts us to jump right back into our old friendship like nothing happened.. I just cant..

Thanks..

Like i knw it doesnt fix everything..
I knw that we will never have the same kind of relationship like we used to have.. that still makes me sad.. but atleast hes back in my life right?? im right i hope.. I just cant be hurt again.. im so scared honestly..

Like i feel kinda weird..
But really theres no tention..

He told me that he missed me so much and that he was just mad..

O i missed him alot alot.. but it was a little akward.. bt i guess in time it will get better..

So the greatest thing happened this weekend.. well it might not be that great to anyone but me but i thought i would tell you..

My ex best friend started talking to me on friday!! I was at his house and we started drinking and we made up all the tears and achol… man i really missed him…

haha im sorry i didn’t mean it that way. that was the only time :)

Never skipped a grade, was born March the 23rd of 1994.

I just posted the shout it my own shoutbox.
This was it:

Which is why I’m going to say it tomorrow instead :)

I agree with you on the policy of thoughtful gift or no gift. That’s really bad, if I was you I would have cried and cried and run away from home.

Why the no friends and not doing anything? Do you just not like company or is it just circumstance? I bet there are people out there that you would enjoy hanging out with and even if you didn’t it’s got to be better than sitting around at home on your own. Also they would get you presents and birthdays would be a fraction less disappointing.

By the way, I swear you said you were from the UK. But you’re talking dollars?

First you lie about your age…

I’m not going to say happy birthday yet, I’m going to put a shout on here tomorrow saying it because then it’s not lazy.
I hate it when people are like “happy birthday for tomorrow”. It’s just like, say it on the day you moron.

You doing anything on your birthday?
It’s two of my friend’s tomorrow and they’re having a joint party type thing so it’s a pretty popular day to be born on. So well done on that.

Birthdays make me depressed too because they are always disappointing. Hope you cheer up tomorrow though. Why don’t you just have some friends round and get really drunk. It’s a good excuse to. It is your birthday.

No I didn’t know it did that, it was all I could find since my bedroom got raided by my paranoid clean freak mother who feels the need to tidy everything.

It is pretty funny though. I feel like getting into a pub brawl and smashing a bottle over someone’s head. That would make my life a bit less MONOTONOUS AND DULL.

I’m in a really bad mood.

I hope you are not.

Me either until today. I feel aggressive.
I want to have a fight.
Seriously why are you up so early?

Whiskey is weird isnt it.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Shut up.

Yeah, but I wasn’t really writing it to ask people to help or read it, I just needed to write it all down. And people not listening/talking to my chest/commenting on my appearance and not noticing I have a personality is something I’ve had to get very used to, like most girls really. We don’t tend to notice as much because, it just happens a lot.

You should put pictures up. Don’t worry I won’t compliment your appearance ever, promise.

It’s quite alright, writing it felt good and I wasn’t expecting replies. It served its purpose. And the replies weren’t that bad.

Why are you up so early in the morning?

That as well.

I like my humor like I like my wine, dry.

I like humor like I like my skin, dry. And cracked. And peeling.

lol, ythxu

Thanks, and i wasn’t taking it personally. You seemed to keep pretty calm about the whole thing, which i appreciate. I don’t speak from rock bottom, you’re right, i speak from a ledge right above it. I’m still holding out a hand for someone down there, hoping they’ll take it. But i have been there. I don’t think it’s easy, i think its worth it. But thanks for the shout. :)

Kids are genius

Ha ha ha ha ha

“She walked bare foot. She musta some impressively tough feet, she never complained”
Sorry I just assumed it was a girl, what with being referred to as a “she” and all that. Stupid me.

Haha
How are you?

Craft a convincing argument, and you’re good to go.

Ha ha well what else are we gonna do?

I’m willing to admit that I don’t know, but I have a rough idea…

Just drop it. It’s all good.

Let’s all leave it alone. I just don’t have the energy or inclination to make it more than it already is. Peace out.

Sorry I do that a lot, I have a short attention span and a computer that dies a horrible death about every 3 seconds.
So you walked in the rain barefoot to remind yourself of that girl and that day?

Nice one. Why exactly?
Haha that just reminded me of my phase I went through were I stopped wearing shoes anywhere. I got sent home from school because of it.
Was outraged.

But I’m sure there’s a story behind the whole walking barefoot in the rain thing, do tell.

Indeed.
How are you?

so that is a good thing then right?

hey twerty! so i txt’d that online girl how i felt and she said… “awww thanx your really sweet.” then I asked how she feels to which she replied well i want to hang out with you and see where it goes from there =) he he.

Oh God questions. I drank too much caffeine.

ANOTHER THING. Obscure webcomics; ever read Josie Long’s one?

By the way, why did blogging make you feel depressed?
Also, gutted about the whole 5 friends thing but myspace sucks anyway.

Nice. You ever been on postsecret.com?
Or iamneurotic.com? They’re the ones I tend to spend ages looking through if no-ones online to chat to me. And I go on a lot of fashion/style websites but I won’t list those what with you being a boy.

And maths. Argh. I HAVE ACTUAL HATE FOR MATHS.

Well I don’t know for sure but I doubt I did very well, maths isn’t my thing.
And just facebook and blogspot.
I do have a myspace but I haven’t been on it for years, I have bebo but I don’t use that so much. You?

Btw, if you try to find me on any of these you won’t because Bella isn’t my actual exact name ;)

FAILED.
Your’s?

AIM: gamestomper1500

I haven’t been on in a long time, so I kinda forgot how it works, lol.

Heh, I don’t have an MSN. I only have an AIM and Facebook account. Using the shout box is fine with me; I’ll probably barely use it anyway, lol. I’m just gonna real quick go get a piece of paper for a rough draft then, and see how far I can get… if even starting it.