hey how are you. just wanting to let you know that i am leaveing Help.com for good. because some one on Help.com hurt me real bad so bye. thank you for all your help.
MY day went awesome. I had only one class in school, right at the end of the day, so I just sat around for 5 hours reading The Time Traveler’s Wife. And then I saw my friend, had Stats class, went home to recieve an awesome Zippo lighter with a Scottish flag on, and saw my grandad.
Yeah one of them threatened to kill me, but Ive spoken to him and he hugged me twice so it cant all be bad. And the other friend never really fell out with me, he was just pissed off a bit.
How has your day been?
Which friend?
Me and my dad were not good at the start of everything, but that was years ago. The only reason weve not been in contact is because hes taking a whie to recover from swine flu, hes been sleeping a lot, and whenever we called, he was asleep :)
But its sorted now, hes taking me and my sis out for a meal, were staying over, and hes bringing us back on sunday
I hate that you feel this way.I hope you find a way around it.You know i believe in you and i wish you the best.Im here whenever you need me.You’ll feel better someday.You deserve it.
I know how overwhelming it can get.As hard as it is,you need a distraction.Sometimes i take a nap to keep myself from it.Kinda seems like a lame way around it lol.But the way i see it you cant hurt yourself if youre asleep.Is there anything you can do?
Yea i know how that goes.Thinking can actually be pretty dangerous.And everything matters.YOU matter.You’ll find a way through this,i know you will.You have to have a little faith in yourself.I’m always here if you need support.
Things are going pretty boring :)
Im looking forward to tomorrow, and Saturday though :D
Ill see my friend tomorrow, then on Saturday I get £30 in my bank, AND I get to see my dad after absolutely ages of no contact!
How about you?
I’m doing pretty good.It’s been a little over 8 weeks since the last time i cut.I’ve made a few new amazing friends and i’m cutting out some people who are no good for me.But enough about me.What’s wrong?
aww cute what kind r your pups? Mine r 3/4 border collie 1/4 beardie.
The are such pigs lol and always want more!
Im ok too, just coasting along. Will bge better when my flatmate moves out I think.
i got in a liltel fight cause this boy wouldnt leave me alone. i got my tail kicked cause his friend came behind me and got me real good. my cousine got both of them. i feel stupid it wasnt worth 3 days of jail. lol. i have two more days.
Hi, I know you are good friends with angel. Will you talk to her please? I’m really worried about her and she won’t listen to me and i’m really scared for her!
thanks for talking to me i have to go. i dont have much more time till i have to go home. thanks and i will try to talk to you tommorrow or somthing and let you know how things went that is if you care to know.
i have been cutting since i was 11. my friend found out when i was about 14 he threaten to leave and not be my friend if i didnt stop. i haven done it in bout 1 year til bout an hour ago.
he wrote me a letter befor he shot him self.
i can still smell his clogn on it. it is like he wanted me to remember him but move on. he told me not to do anything that i think would hurt him and that he is always in my heart but it still hurts and makes me want to pull the trigger. i have nothhing left.
i had stop cause my friend made me he almost left cause i cut my self. and today now that he is gone i feel so alone i am scared i dont want to live this life with out him. he was like my brother.
Thanks, and like u Im just coasting along. I need a better job I think, so I have less time to think.. Although my bitch Bess is pregnant so my boy Jack did get to her lol… so puppies are about a week away..
That will spice things up…
Thanks for asking about my Dad, hes doing well but is still building strength back up. He hates not being as strong as he was, bit he just bought a little dingy and is going to slow down a bit and do some fishing…
My depression is doing its best to take over, but I cant and wont let it..
Hope all is well in your neck of the woods.
Axo
I has been a while! Any progress with your problems hun? Im going through a rough patch, having some real down moments but at least I seem bounce back. it sucks though.
Also I gotta stop watching scary stuff on T.V as I have been having real bad nightmares.