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I just wanted to say I know how you feel…people are saying your life isn’t that bad…but I know how debt alone can make an otherwise pleasant life seem…pointless. I also know how depression can make, again, an otherwise pleasant life, seem empty and pointless despite how beautiful and wonderful it may look to outsiders. Depression is a lie…and it blocks your vision, leading you to see only THROUGH the lie out to the world. I lived it for 11 years. Start seeing a therapist….if meds are your choice, discuss them with a GOOD psychiatrist. If they are NOT your choice (like the are NOT anymore for me) try starting with natural things like Fish Oil (Omegas 3,6, and 9) 1000mg 2 times a day (this is what my dr told me to take) it’s over the counter natural mood stabalizer and really seems to be helping me. Then you can start moving towards other goals, once your mind is in the right place to start. I know sometimes life can feel like quicksand…the harder you try, the faster you sink. But, you are not alone. And you can do it! 2 years ago I was laying in a coma from a suicide attempt, and now here I am, on no meds, out of hospitals, healthy, and functioning, even…I dare say…happy most days, even though my life itself hasn’t changed that much…just my mind. Good luck in your life and your FUTURE. Keep looking forward….and if you hate your job when your minds’ in the right place, get another one lined up and by all means QUIT the **** thing….life’s too short to live it miserably. Take care.