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• (1 vote) I want to die.
  

  If you werent here then i wouldnt be sat here reading your post, so you wouldnt be making me think about my life, you wouldnt be helpin me to take a new perspective on my own problems. So i can tell you, there’s atleast one reason for you to live. You only know that your affecting me because im telling you ritenow, so how many people are you affecting without even knowing it? How many people affect you without even knowing it? Stay around, people need you, in small ways in big ways. They just might not tell you because its hard sometimes, like its probably hard for you to share how you feel about others in your own life.
  
  Maybe start a blog, write whatever you want. And affect even more people in good ways, just by simply being yourself. Even if people dont show there face, theres always somebody listening.
  
  - written 12 months ago – voted for by ~~EdieAnne~~

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• I luv telling people I’m crazy because, I am crazy.
  

  If you know that your crazy, then your not. Crazy people arent aware that there crazy…
  - written 11 months, 4 weeks ago

• parents argue constantly from when i wake to when i
  

  You can’t stop them arguing, there gonna do what they wanna do regardless of how you feel..thats angry people for you, they dont see it how you do. But at the same time they cant control what you do, its you that ‘procrastinates - cant work & watches tv instead’. Im not sayin that it isnt a challenge for you and its easy, but keep yourself busy tryna get a job, do somethin else that makes you feel good, and you wont hear them so much. You wont be there half the time if your working, and it wont matter so much cause you’ll have more important, nicer things to think about. If you think its them thats stoppin you from livin a more productive life, your wrong..and untill you realise that your gonna carry on as you are, feelin the same as you do now. They mite like arguin, its you that doesnt like it. You dont like it, you change it. :)
  - written 12 months ago

• I feel so lost.
  

  Instead of tryin to sleep through it why dont you try and be awake through it. See it for what it really is, just thoughts that want you to believe in them..
  - written 12 months ago

• When wearing a handbag I feel like an idiot?
  

  Think i know what you mean. I dont mind carryin one when i go to a club or somethin, basically cause i need to put my things somewhere and i’d feel even more of an ideot with them in a suitcase. But during the day i would feel like an ideot, cause its just not me. When ive had one before and felt uncomfortable carryin it people have commented how it looks strange me having a handbag, i think when you feel uncomfortable wearing something, it doesnt suit you and people pick up on that. So, when i need somewhere to put my things i’ll use a bag that i like from a shop, u know like a fancy carrier bag, theres some really nice and unusual ones, and there free! so im sure you could find one that u like and that suits u. U may even know of one already..use that. Or maybe you just havnt found the handbag for you, maybe u need something different of your own style..Its not written in stone anywhere that a girl must carry a handbag tho so dont feel like your odd for not wearing one.
  - written 12 months ago

• help help
  

  I found out that my mum was seeing someone else when i was younger, im 20 now i think i was about 9 or 10 at the time, if not younger. I couldnt tell my dad, i dont know why but i just couldnt, i didnt want to tell on her even though i hated her for it and i didnt want to hurt my dad by tellin him, and it ate me up for years. Not constantly but occasionally when that kind of subject came up in conversation and my mum would pretend like she had never done anything (she was having an affair it wasnt just a one time thing) i would feel like screamin at her or droppin a sly comment. But i never did because it hurt me too much and i know it would hurt my dad too and i dont know what he would have done if he found out. I just tried to forget about it, but i never really could. About a year ago, my dad cheated on her, one time (that she knows of, i guess) and she came to me (not knowing that i knew about her affair) she came to me cryin about what he did, basically sayin what an ******* he was..untill i turned around and told her that i knew about what she did and i told her dont dare say that about him when she’s done the same to him. I wanted them to sepreate if im honest, i didnt understand why they would want to be together when they both cheat on eachother, but she said that she loved him and asked me not to tell him. I felt guilty for not tellin him about what she was doing, and i was dissapointed in my dad and felt so let down by him for doin the same as she did. But they stayed together and i still have to keep their secrets. But ive learnt that it really has nothing to do with me what they do to eachother. I cant lie, it does hurt sometimes, especially when i get suspicious that one of them is cheating agen, and theres times where i want to just let everything out so i dont have to keep any secrets any more. But at the end of the day its not me that there cheating on, they may be my parents but what they do really has nothing to do with me. Its easier said than done, and how u feel now will change in time, it will get easier one way or another, thats for sure. But all i can say is do what you feel is the right thing to do. You may do the opposite to me, i dont know, but aslong as your okay with it and you think about it properly, thats all you can do. And dont feel wrong or take on any blame. None of this has anything to do with you, wether you tell on your father or keep it from your mother, you dont need to feel bad because at the end of the day its nothing to do with you, your not the one being cheated on and your not the one that cheated. Your just the one who unfotunaly has to feel the affects of it. Take it and learn from their mistakes. That’s what this experience has been planted in your life for.
  - written 12 months ago

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