Mini-Profile
I have many interests. I’m interested in growing always, healing, and finding peace with myself. I’m interested in always making myself better at anything I do. I’m interested in being different from everybody else. I’m interested in day dreaming, cloud watching, and sleeping in on Saturdays. I’m interested in human emotions and what they mean. I’m interested in the truth and what people have to do to get it. I’m interested in exploring every aspect of my existence. I am interested in following Jesus. I am interested in people who are suffering, but even more interested in the people who have suffered. I’m not interested in the ideas of closed-minded people, or explaining my ideas to people who will not listen. I’m not interested in spending time wish people who try to be something they are not. These are my interests for now, but they will be different tomorrow.
Nobody understand me, nobody ever will, not even I. The Lord has shown me a path around life’s great battlefield as He has always done. I listened to His whispers and I have been rewarded with vision. He has shown me the path now I must walk it alone. The Lord whispers to every one, although not every one listens
My thought were my enemy as I predicted. Slowly pulling me into the furnace of hell. How far was I and how close was I to the bottom? I don’t know. What I do know is that Iv been saved from that fate. I pulled my self out, but I owe my victory to the Lord whom I used to doubt. I now use what saved me from myself to carry on in life. I have obtained my greatest tool in the darkest hour and I am grateful.
I’m slowly drifting away from the people whom I used to connect with. I watch them drift away as you would watch the shoreline from which you departed from sinking into the horizon. I hope that once I leave the shore I will reach the other side of the ocean I will once again be able to connect with others. But I fear that I have hopelessly sailed into an abyss of confusion. As my mind makes it’s journey to a more pure way of thought my body must stay behind and suffer the penalty. There is meaning behind everything, all you have to do is look for it. But behind meaning I find only confusion. Understanding is as simple as opening your eyes, I have opened my eyes only to see that so many other still have them closed. Do not judge what you see unless you can see it all
I need to live my life and stop analyzing it.
A man who’s name I can’t recall.
Sits in my head and taunts me with his smile.
Just beyond my fingers, I cannot grasp his reasoning.
I know my problems but I do not know their solutions.
There is no direct solution to my problems.
As I search for the source of my problems I must not let the words of men confuse me.
The source of my problems lies deep in my mind where only the Good Lord and I my find them.
I need to learn to start living my life and stop looking for it’s meaning.
There is meaning behind everything, but behind meaning I only find confusion.
I alone have created my greatest fears, to large to be solved by men.
I spin in circles chasing my thought until they lead me into the inferno of my mind.
I fear I will stumble into the gates of Hell chasing my thoughts.
To think beyond material is to think beyond thought, emotions, and reality.
Venturing into sea of confusion where scarce islands of meaning are found.
We must accept that their answers the man cannot grasp, and question we do not see.
I don’t know if I can hold on to my sanity?
I can’t tell the difference between thoughts that I can chase and thoughts that must be left alone.
This is to those who search,
You need not search for something that you will always have. Jesus loves you, even if you don’t know it. For some, they were born feeling Jesus’s love. For others, they had to lose everything they thought they had, to find out that they still have the most important thing that any man can have, Jesus’s love.
Jesus loves you because you are the children of God. He loves everyone, and will always. The love of Jesus is all that you need to reach the gates of Heaven. You don’t need power, you don’t need fame, nor forture. These will only keep you from Him. Men fight each other for these things on the plains that I call “Life’s Great Battlefield”.
Life’s Great Battlefield is where men fight men for earthly posestions. Some men have nothing because they are weak, other have so much because they are strong. But no matter how strong you are on the Battlefield you cannot pass the Lord’s jugdement. Some men fight for themselves, some fight for others. As for myself I walk the path around this Battlefield.
Some would argue that there is no “easy” way through life. These men will die on Life’s Great Battlefield, and become just another corps who spent his life fighting a pointless battle. And while they fight they look down upon those who have lost, and curse those who search for a way around. They tell others that there is way around, to ingnorent to believe that what they have work so hard for means nothing. But I do not look upon these men with anger, but instead with pity. I am still not out of the Battlefield but I am definatly on my way.
The path around Life’s Great Battlefield is a path rarely walked.
I pray that the undesided will chose the path of the Lord, and not fall into a life of meaningless toil.
If you chose not to listen to what I have wrote please remember just one thing; “The Lord wispers, so listen closely.”
Where did you grow up?
Laval, Quebec
Where do you live now?
Laval, Quebec
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
Still in highschool
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
Gym (I don't even participate)
What's your favorite sport or sports?
Paintball, skiing
What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
None
What hobbies are you into?
Thinking
What causes are you concerned about today?
People
If you claim a political party affliation, which is it?
I fallow Jesus
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
I fallow Jesus