try not to think about these things… i think of him every single day. and then thoughts like that came in my head and thats why its been taking this long to get over him… istill love him and i now i will…always even when i am married with kids i will still love him… but i have to face the fact that we werent really meant to be. this is hard for me just saying all this stuff to you but… i just dont want another lady to go through all the bads of getting over some one you LOVE - written 10 months, 4 weeks ago