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Dear Heidi, I noticed you had been reading my shouts to barley and commented on what I said about the 35yr old, I didnt see this in her profile, I was sitting watching the comments come up in the bubble above her avatar, she may have changed it now, but amongst the comments on there it says, “35 and needing help” you have to sit and watch it for a while , but that’s where I saw it, and what made me think this was no child on the post but a grown woman.

I don’t want to make a point here, I’m not pointing a finger. Yes your IP was recorded as coming and going, yes you can argue any point you wish, I’m not pointing fingers, I was pissed just like everyone else, but I didn’t get over it in a few short moments. I called people, I had friends in positions of authority trace routes and IPs. I didn’t care if I hurt feelings when it came to a life lost. Take it as you will, I’ve been there done that and it still hurts years later to see that someone may be dealing with the same issues I dealt with 13 years ago.
Call it what you will, and take it with a grain of salt so you can swallow the lump in your throat. I don’t play games, I don’t fool around where life is concerned, and no I don’t play fair if it goes to the line. I’m not one to mince words, if I like it I’ll say so, if I don’t I’ll tell you in a second, and if I doubt it, I’ll ask questions of those I trust who are watching my back as I watch theirs. Maybe you saw questions inferred, maybe you saw things regarded as inuendo but the bottom line is it was a way of making people think and respond to a situation just the same as you did.
I hold no grudge nor complaint. Everything you’ve said either will or will not check out, as for statements about jellybelly, they were true and made to the MD police and no one has a clue about her calls to them or who she spoke with, nor do they of you. I’ve spoke with them three times tonight and can provide proof of the calls but that’s not the point here. You’re here for a reason just as I am, that reason is yours to deal with just as mine is for me. Maybe you’ll stick around for a bit and maybe you wont, it’s your call, if you do you’ll earn the trust of others just like the rest of us, by sticking with it and helping out. If you do , great, I may get to know you, if not I’ll see you as the spectre of all the rest, the ones who left when it came to a life in the balance.
See ya..

Heidi, no one has the authority to waste my time but me alone. I never feel my time here is wasted, like anyone, if I feel I’m being toyed with I’ll get pissed. I have no clue about you and I don’t knowe that you ied to me but I see it rather odd that everyone says “I called” and when I call, no one has heard a word about the incident. I specifically asked about suicide, attempted suicide, calls coming in from Tampa, calls from Heidi Sisk, Calls from a user named JellyBelly, calls from anyone requesting an IP address lookup due to an emergency, I exhausted every avenue of deliverance for those that said, “I’ll help” on the post, I got no affirmative response from the state police and it’s a logged call system!! Hell, they have your number even without your name, so tell me again why I’m not supposed to be disillusioned about this shit??

Hey Heidi, do you want to tell me your first name and the name of who you spoke with at the MD St. Police so we don’t have to wade through the story a second time?

I get that alot….that I remind people of someone else…I guess I just have a ‘generic’ sort of look :)

You’re welcome for befriending. Hope to see you more on here ;)

Hi, this isnt exactly the norm for this site, it just happens sometimes. Andrea may still be genuine. Have a look round the other posts. There are lots of really good people on here.