I cant reply to all of your posts you just made, I kinda dont know what to say exactly, you seem very troubled with the poems you write. I am here for you if you need someone to talk to. Im not to brilliant at working out poems, yours seem to tell the story pretty clearly though :(
Yeah I know, I was just trying to figure the reason for it that is all, I tend to do that alot because people choose their pics to represent something :)