hi thx 4 your help by the way, this week it started great mon we flirted a bit tues i wasnt in wed we hugged like we normally do but it was different i cant explain it then thur i sent him a text saying- just imagine me next door 2 u now rubbing your chest all the while going down 2 i reach his man and rub itthen i get on topof u and kiss u all overand keep going downand give him a blow job and then move back upand then well u get wat i mean, that 1 i sent him then i sent him anouther live dangerously cus u never know wat around the cornerthe past i the past and that is wat it is the pastu got 2 look 2 the future and keep moving forward, so i sent them 2 him maybe i shouldnt have but i did wats done is done any way then wen i got into work i bought some chips i text him if he wonted any he said yes so i did so we sat in the office eting chips together wen we finished eating he told me wat i need 2 do on the shop floor he told me and then i gave him a hug but he didnt wont 2 let go of me but did, he was working up stairs sorting the toys wich wasnt going so well he said 2 me if i start crying then it didnt work so i just said arrr wud u need a hug he saih he didnt know wat he wonted but i had a fair idea wat he wonted so i started work, wen it was closing time we cashed up he looked realy tired so i said u look tired i said do u wont cheering up then he said i cud do wth a hug 4 starters so i did he let go and said we shud go but he still sat there so i sat back down with him and i just said 2 him wat can we do then 4 10 min he said b quite so i did then i said we cud have a play didnt realy expect a answer but he did he said do u wont 2 i sai yes so he took his trousers off and i gave him a blow job and he liked it a lot so did i i am sure he wonted more but we stopped b4 he cum on my boobs that is if he didnt hav 2 go then well who knows what we cud have done well u can proberly guess any way so we got dressed again and went home 2 our homes that is i am ok with it it was a bit of fun i may like him but i come 2 a decission that life is short and i am going 2 live it and be naughty 4 a change kelly