It has often said that life is a journey. It isnt the destiny that matters it is the getting there that has the value. I have asked the same questions and I have to say life is what you make of it.
Philosophers say that we are spiritual beings having a human experience. (Wayne Dyer) To understand what your purpose is in life may lie in the “teachings of abraham” which is not a religious sanction but rather a different view about the meaning of life. I have come to this in my search for the meanings of it all. If you can investigate this it may give you a perspective. I know that it has for me when at one point I couldn’t agree more with you. - written 8 months, 4 weeks ago