Ok maybe it is more along the lines of an existential nihilist, but I have been dealing with problems but I feel this underlying feeling of pointlessness is really making it harder for me to try and move on a get my life into order. - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago
Ok well I feel that everything is pointless and no matter what I feel or do have any implications in the grand scheme of things.
At this moment I am very tired of life and getting fed up of having to constantly struggle to do the most straight forward things.
I wish I could believe in a god or some sort of purpose but in my heart of hearts I know we all die and none of this really matters! - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago
your addicted to the pain and the different releifs it results in, you want to escape reality. It is similar to alcholism or taking drugs just another way of escaping.
I would say it’s just normal in a case where somebody is depressed but you must seek help from a friend or family member, you need to talk to someone even a doctor etc. - written 8 months ago