i feel theame way like i just wrote this poem. . .
Watch Me Break Down
Do you see what’s in front of you?
Do you see what has happened because of you?
Listen to my breath as it gently fades away
You’re voice is my essence
I long to be in your arms
Hold me tightly and squeeze the breath out of me
Kill me softly with tender threats
Do me the favor of signing my wrist
Sign in blood with my razor
Show the world that you are the one who did this
Beat me kindly
Rape my mind
Destroy all of me with those simple words
Lie to me so that I might smile once more
Whisper a sweet deceit
Watch me break down as slowly I die