It’d be a better place if there were goods and services to be found locally.
Yeah, my thanksgiving was pretty awesome. Packers crushed the Lions, Cowboys crushed the Raiders, my fantasy football team is looking good for this week. :D
Didn’t really do much. Drank some beer, argued with my prohibitionist mother, ate copious amounts of turkey and stuffing, watched some football, and stood out in 15F temperatures for 9 hours hoping to get a TV and a PC… no TVs left by the time we got our tickets, had to settle for a netbook for the PC, bad black Friday.
Today I’m cold, prolly sick, and I think I might have broken my knuckle again, but it might also just be a deep tissue bruise.
What about you? You get a chance to celebrate the way my people conquered the natives through deception, disease, and military campaigns?
This is Wisconsin. I’m in a town with 3 churches and 9 bars, not including the bars that are in restaurants and gas stations. Its definitely local. Crawling distance even if I cut through the swamp and the park.
I don’t believe in public embarrassment… and I definitely could do either of those. Think I might wear the stetson out tonight and belt out some Hank Williams Jr. Maybe some Kenny Loggins, nobody has even close to enough appreciation for House on Pooh Corner.
I sing anything and everything. Might have to avoid Spice Girls tonight, and Jacko, and anything else that might make me need to dance. Bum leg and all. Don’t think Dr. Cobb would appreciate me re-injuring my knee just because I felt the need to bust out with some Sexual Healing or something like that.
What’d I miss today, I slept up until about an hour ago.
Also, what will I miss today, at some point in the near future I have an engagement at a karaoke bar. Apparently someone really wants to hear a short, fat, hairy man sing some Spice Girls at the top of his lungs.
I’m strangely optimistic about our relationship though. She’s going to send me a newly taken photo this week (which I’m going to take to the high court of my parents to judge, maybe), and in 2 months & 2 days she’ll be released of her school and free to do whatever she wants… e.g get a cellular phone (which I could call for a pretty low rate from Skype, maybe), ask for her gran’s computer (unrestricted), technically she could come visit then but I’d rather wait till we’ve got time and resources.
And in about 8 months is her planned visit/university’s end.
Her computer was given to her by the school, and therefore she wasn’t given the ability to install anything (you need an admin’s permission).
She doesn’t have a phone.
It’s… dark outside. But during the day it was a bit cold, no rain today.
Oh, no, it hasn’t snowed in over 50 years. Maybe not in 100 years where I live. And the cold… it probably ain’t half as cold as your cold.
Thinkin’ about sending miss girlfriend some photos and recordings.
I did send her a letter and video (which uploaded too late for her to see), and, uh… yes, music which I’ll get to later.
did you start yet?
i just buy the dress..and then i will go to see where i find a jacket or short jacket to wear it on it..and then at the same day i see what im going to give him to wear my boyfriend and then i try to think what im going to buy from him..this time i allready buy the christmas card..its High 3ft xD
its realllly biggg…
Doing ok. College was fine. PT sucked. Now I get to strap a portable n-stim unit to my leg whenever I have pain and electrocute myself for half an hour, next week I get to start on the full-body ice bath… not looking forward to that.
Otherwise it was an ethics debate in the morning, some revolutionary human-computer interfaces we got to check out after that, and a class where we didn’t do much. Got my paper back from Dr. Zimmer. I attacked his position on Google and information privacy and got an A, so that was pretty cool.
Again, you’re prolly right. I probably do go after women I can never have because the one’s I can are almost certain to hurt me. It’s always been easy for me to get a date, it’s getting another one after they find out that I’m not going to spend a fortune on them that doesn’t come easily. It’s one of the reasons I’m so sick of being here. It’s a depraved culture. I love Wisconsin weather, and I love Milwaukee’s cultural festivals, but the people are just so shallow and materialistic. I don’t really have any ambition for wealth, I’ve already had it and it lead to the end of my marriage. I just don’t want that anymore. Money only brings misery, but it also brings women. Crappy catch 22.
Of course you’re right. I know I’m getting in my own way. I’m definitely fragile, and I doubt I can wait her out. I just really suck at giving up and I don’t really have any other prospects worth pursuing. Short, fat, and broke isn’t really in demand here, and so many of the women are so incredibly materialistic. At least she’s willing to do things with me that don’t require me to spend any money, and I’m generally happy just to spend time with her… at least until it’s time for me to go home.
That’s just it. Part of my pursuit of a Ph.D is that I’ve already got an ex-wife that just used me for my assets. I’m not interested in even trying to accumulate any wealth until after I have love again. I’m counting on time healing her hurt and things becoming serendipitous. In the meantime I’m not closed to other relationships, I even go out with some other girls… its just that she’s the one I want.
I hope she’s not just looking for a puppy dog follower. That would prolly break me as time went on. She keeps telling people that I’m the sort of person she would want to talk to every night, but I’m broke. So unless that changes or she goes back to how she once was, I’m SOL.
She knows. Got shot down pretty hardcore a few months ago.
Thing is I’ve known her forever. I think she’s still just hurting from her divorce. So do her brothers. Her sister even tries to talk her into me by asking “Do you really want to wait around for some rich guy that might not treat you well, or would you be better off with a man that adores you?”
So I just take the punishment and hope things change. I probably shouldn’t, but I’m crazy for her.
I only wish she were my girlfriend… or even my ex.
Sad to say that she’s my best friend’s sister that I’ve held a crush for for over 11 years, clear through my failed marriage and clear through hers. I’m crazy for her, she likes me… only real problem is she’s decided that she needs a man with dollars after her divorce and that just isn’t me. So I torture myself, spending as much time as I can around her, dropping everything to spend time with her, all in hopes that she’ll change her mind.
Its just not likely to happen, and that is the source of much of my sadness.
Hey hey hey
wanted ou to know that i decide what im going to wear to christmas..
i buy it yesterday xD http://www.yoursclothing.co.uk/P/Plus…(5024).aspx
do you like it..
hope you like it..
be honest please..
i had a mixed weekend. Went out shopping with Ms. Lauren, which was fun while it lasted but most times leaves me generally hating my life afterward, and this was no exception. I should just stop spending time with her, but I just can’t make myself do it.
I’m such a chump when it comes to my own love life and serious relationships. I should stick to NSAs.
You need to download copies of them and then upload them into an album, then you can set the album to be viewable by the public or not.
I should really do the same thing, but all the pictures other people have of me are so dated, or they look like I’m doing something vulgar. There’s one of me fishing for a lighter in my pocket while drinking a beer and camping that just looks so wrong. :P
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