carpe_noctem's reply history at Help.com

i have been here a little longer than i promised, so it’s time to go. good luck everyone! and goodbye.

(now i have to find something else to do… with everything thats been going on lately, i havnt been able to leave often. and i miss my own bed… it didnt beep.)

[quote littlenick][quote Anonymous]hate to sound heartless but i think this is for the best. youve hurt alot of people.[/quote]

No I don’t think so.

We all have different personalities and different approaches.

People want me gone and I have considered leaving. But the people who actually want me gone, are so few that they don’t really count or take into consideration.

Even after some people who have befriended me and been my friends for a long time, have turned on me and insulted me and wished 1000 deaths, I just take it in stride.

You should stay.

:)[/quote]

ah, i was hoping you’d show up. i still feel badly about insulting you, idid reply to your shout but i’m not sure if you read it. even if you cant forgive me (i understand) you are one of the many who i have hurt, and a am sincerely sorry.

[quote ~LazyDaze~]Helping often means not recieving a thank you, just because you feel like you haven’t helped just because you don’t get people telling you so doesn’t mean you haven’t.

Unless you are a giant troll who spends their whole time makeing fake posts to waste other peoples times and reply to other posts just to insult others then I see no reason why you feel you have to leave as this place needs all the help it can friggin get these days, it’s going down the pan, or hadn’t you noticed??

Stay and help.[/quote]

really, i wont stay. when everything i say gets pushed aside, i am wasting my time and others. i know fristhand that we do not have alot of time here, and i would much rather spend it with people who care for me. i’m sure the rest of this site agree, even though im the one who said it.

[quote Anonymous]actions speak louder then words…

pride isn’t necessarily a bad thing, just make sure you don’t choke on it - if you don’t really want to leave, then don’t. stay, and change into the new and improved version of you. even if some are still uncertain of your good intentions, just prove them you’re on the level by doing it.

whatever your choice, best of luck.
seize life.[/quote]

no one will beleive in a new improved version, i’m sorry. but i do appreciate your honesty.

[quote Anonymous][quote carpe_noctem][quote Anonymous]Do you think your leaving is going to help someone?[/quote]

staying certainly hasn’t, according to everyone i have spoken to. why waste what little time i have left in a place i am not wanted?[/quote]

I’m asking *your* opinion on the matter. You’re the only one the matters, as this post is about you. It’s your life, your choice how to spend it.

[quote carpe_noctem][quote Anonymous]And I’m sorry.[/quote]

don’t be. you all had every right to be angry with me. this isn’t a post for compassion or forgivness, i just want you all to have a chance to say your say if you want to.[/quote]

I was never angry at you. But I hurt you, and wish for your forgiveness. As I would of any other person.[/quote]

i am not the only one that matters just because i posted it, but thank you.

[quote Anonymous]hate to sound heartless but i think this is for the best. youve hurt alot of people.[/quote]

thank you for seeing it my way. blunt and honest is the way to go.

[quote Anonymous]And I’m sorry.[/quote]

don’t be. you all had every right to be angry with me. this isn’t a post for compassion or forgivness, i just want you all to have a chance to say your say if you want to.

[quote Anonymous]Do you think your leaving is going to help someone?[/quote]

staying certainly hasn’t, according to everyone i have spoken to. why waste what little time i have left in a place i am not wanted?

why do i feel like this was a waste of time? all i want is to change. no ones trying to help… ok.

thank you for those who helped me when i asked for it. sorry to those who i was wring to. take it or leave it.

i give up. if you guys want me gone, i’m gone. thanks for your time.

[quote Anonymous]i have a question, when you guys are saying stuff like ‘prove it’ or ‘fix yourslef’ dosnt that make u trolls too? i mean, carpe’s been a b!tch, im not gonna suger coat it, but we’re just lowering ourselves to carpe’s level…[/quote]

um. not quite what i was looking for… but this does make a point…

[quote Anonymous][quote Anonymous][quote Anonymous]This is slightly subjective of me, but I think this is a case of a pot calling the tea kettle black.
No offence though.[/quote]

I second this.

Carpe Noctem is always insulting people and making them feel like crap.

What? You woke up on the good side of the bed today?

What about tomorrow when you wake on the wrong side again?

Fix yourself first before you want to fix everybody else.

Sorry but that’s how I feel.[/quote]

No, I believe people can change, but…

[quote carpe_noctem]you did READ the post, yes? i have already accepted that i did something wrong. i have already apologized. now, i’m hoping that others like you and me can do the same. im not magically forgivin, of course, but realizing that i did things wrong and apologizing has let me forgive myself. please, with all due respect, don’t try to take ownership of my purpose.[/quote]

Prove it. That is all I’m asking of you.[/quote]

i start with this. an appology. i cant do much more unless i know i have a chance. i really am sorry you guys, can’t anyone give me another chance?

[quote Anonymous][quote Anonymous]This is slightly subjective of me, but I think this is a case of a pot calling the tea kettle black.
No offence though.[/quote]

I second this.

Carpe Noctem is always insulting people and making them feel like crap.

What? You woke up on the good side of the bed today?

What about tomorrow when you wake on the wrong side again?

Fix yourself first before you want to fix everybody else.

Sorry but that’s how I feel.[/quote]

i KNOW. thats why i want to fix it. maybe it’s too late to apologize but i’m being sincere here. this is what i mean, im not the only person to act badly, and no, it doesnt excuse my behavior. but if you are trying to stop me from fixing what i did wrong, doesnt that make you just as bad?

[quote Anonymous][quote carpe_noctem][quote Anonymous]This is slightly subjective of me, but I think this is a case of a pot calling the tea kettle black.
No offence though.[/quote]

if you’re trying to say i’m a hypocrit (did i spell that right?) you’re most likely right. which is why i’m apologizing for what i have done, and asking others to do the same. is that so wrong?[/quote]

Yes.
Find peace within yourself before attempting to bring peace to the world.[/quote]

you did READ the post, yes? i have already accepted that i did something wrong. i have already apologized. now, i’m hoping that others like you and me can do the same. im not magically forgivin, of course, but realizing that i did things wrong and apologizing has let me forgive myself. please, with all due respect, don’t try to take ownership of my purpose.

[quote littlenick]Have her see a doctor. You might have damaged something down there.[/quote]

ouch!

[quote courtybubble]oh my gawd you need to get some sex ed pronto.
A. having sex does not “bring on” a period, its nothing to DO with sex.
B. no youre not hitting her bloody cervix. easy up there kiddo, your 8 inches aint nowhere near her cervix, and that is not the reason.

youre probably just taking it too far, too fast. go slow, be gentle with her, use lube if necessary. shes only got one beaver, help her look after it[/quote]

correct-a-mundo. blunt and honest, just be carefull with her. have you ever read ‘of mice and men’? ring any bells?

[quote Anonymous]yeah, and then there’s all the people trying to get a popular post…[/quote]

true.