hya hun,i know your having a difficult time at the moment,so i may just be able to help you..however it comes with a health warning!
you may/may not know ive got a friend whos in a wheelchair due to cutting…..
she cut so deep into her arms&legs she cut into the muscle!
then into her nerves…
now as we all the know our bodys are full of nerves&each one is attached to another..
so wherever you cut,its going to do damage ..it will spread like wild fire!
take a look in the mirror,admire that body of yours ..each time you hold something,imagine not being able to hold it..
whenever you see someone in a wheelchair”you think aw poor bugger! it must be awful to lose your freedom like that”
so hun,what im trying to say&*may be making a mess of it in the process issssss.. just think your next cut could be the ending of your life!…
now for good news..there are ways of helping combat these urges..
what have you tried so far? :)