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hm…all my friends are thinking the same… they all say “it will be fine, girls come and go” hmm…its harder then it sounds tho aint it?

well i did what u said…me and vicky are over :\

well… i just called her, she said “i aint in the mood, talk to you later” and hung up :\ been telling her friends im a “over controling person” and tbh she thinks I have a problem :\ think is the other way round somtimes :\

but…iv spent the last 9 months doing everything i can to see her, every penny i get has gone towards seeing her, and i love her to bits, i cant leave her, tbh it would break me beyond repair

an open relationship would kill me inside and i KNOW she loves me but its just me i think… i think im messing it up

well she only cuddled up to him once… and i think it was only as friends but… shes always saying i upset her by saying things that are out of order …

well… her words are that i always am with her (i only see her at the weekend, and only every 2 weekends)
she says i upset her by bringing up things like when she has done somthing wrong such as cuddle up to another guy etc

but when i try to explain this to her she shuts me out and will not listen
she has some pretty heavy stuff happening and i understand that
but her friends keep calling me controling still and it really hurts me

yes but i KNOW she will be all over other guys again :\
iv lost so much
i dont wanna lose her aswell
but if she comes on to anyone else im gonna leave her